.:: ReDHa daN SyuKur itU PeRlu Kah ?? #1

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrgghhhhhh!!!!!

(izinkan mute shout t'sebot)
Hari ini kebengangan (bahse apekah??)
Sbenanye bengang dr smalam lg...
Hmm..mggu lepas pon bengang gak..
Konklusi nye ari2 bengang...
Xboley ke klu dok kt kolej ni tnpa bengang???
maTi neuron2 aku klu b'terosan cmni...

nk cite yg mn dulu ni?? (ade beza ke??aku ttp cite gak..hoho)
Result exm sem lepas dh kuar...cuaks gile ok??khabarnye ramai yg jatuh...(me included)
sgt mngecewakan sbb aku xsgka cenggitu ropenye...
aku rs aku dh struggle gile2 dh...
dh tu bkn nye sume subjek ade writing exm...
Timekaseyh kpd kehadiran C+ yg menceriakn result lalu mmbawa ku ke jurang yg plg dlm...
yeaayy!!! 2 C+ mmg t'bayek!!(uwaaaaaaa!!!!)
I deserve to get A...korunk msT kate aku overconfident kn??
masalah nye skang ni mmg pon aku confident..aku tau laaa aku yg b'sengkang mate siapkn esaimen n stadi...




So, wut we do is confront with our beloved Prog Coordinator,Mdm PushPop (bkn nm sbenar)..ms bg result die ckp ktorunk nye esaimen terok sgt..smpaikn xreT nk bg marks cmne...haaaik??die ke yg bg marks??mmg mintak pelempang laa tu..xajar sebok2 laak...grrrr~**
Kesian aku..ari2 xdpt tido nyenyak sbb memikirkn btol ke sgt terok aku wat??
ms present case study ari2 bnyk sgt ke "aaaaaa" b'bnding point???
sume org aku g tanye..agaknye diorunk pon meluat nk jwb..ahaaks2
Tahukah anda btape sy nek turon ward nk dptkn case yg luar biasa tu??pas2 nk melayan sister yg asek ilang sbb asek2 pg mkn (bkn waktu rehat)..siap interbiu2 patient (even sister pulak t'lebey excited interbiu pt)..pas2 bwang ms kt medical record seharian(tipu sgt..hehe)bc case note dgn tulisan doctor yg cakar aym (kene anta tadika blk g blaja menulis)..abehkn duit dgn gmba2 anatomy spine yg boleyh thn bnyk nye...naseb bek laaa aku xt'lebey rajin observe Spinal surgery tu..klu x mmg xb'balaoi laaa p lepak dlm OT lyn operation 3jm...grrrrr!!!
Org len yg copy sebijik bolat2 case bdk nursing boley pulak dpt A kn??aku xkate diorunk xlayak dpt A..tp persoalan nye skang knape AKU xlayak dpt A??
Skang ni jawapan yg sgt "bernas" dr diorunk nape aku xdpt A adelah d sbbkn Clinical Appraisal(marks untok competency level..contoh nye personality n skills ranging from 1-->5) aku n yg len2 HILANG..Boley bg jawapan mcm2??aku rs nk LEMPANG org!!
Salah ktorunk ke klu lecturer yg ilang kn??korunk spatut nye be responsible..jg elok2 marks student tu..Arrrrrggghhh!!akal aku mmg xley trime laa alasan mcm2...patut laaa almost 1/2 of d class dpt C...pastu sng2 jek ckp "REDHA" jelaaaa...ade tu siap ckp.."U all ni xreT b'syukur yeah??"..MEMAMG!!!aku xtau ape ertinye REDHA or SYUKUR dlm hal ni...nk soh aku REDHA laaa klu aku xdpt keje or further stadi pas grad ni??!!ke korunk nk bg duit tiap2 bln even aku dok goyang kaki tnm kurma(erk??hehe) kt umah???mmg alhamdulillah..aku b'syukur..
Aku xnmpak keperluan 2 bnde tu dlm konteks skarang..
Solusi nye skarang..ktorunk kene pg carik clinical appraisal yg ilang tu smpai jumpa..klu x jumpa??aku xkire aku nk A jugak..sape soh ilangkn!!!dh elok2 bnde tu bind dlm book presentation gatai tgn p koyak cabot bagai..bile dh ilang slh student laaa???
Lantak laaa korunk nk benci or nk blacklist Cohort 2...yg penting keadilan perlu d tegak kn n p'aniayaan korunk nni perlu d banteras...




Houh..tarik napas jap..bkn korunk jek yg semput bc..aku yg menaip ni lg laaa...
Tu bru cite case study...Meh aku cite sal First Aid laaaak...
90% marks come from the esaimen..n aku ade laa dpt 60%..yeaah!!sgt xpuas at..lg 10% came from the praktikal(first aid for emergency situation) ..itu aku dpt 8.5% (lulus laaa klu sape2 nk aku wat CPR..muahaha)..+ 2 2 tu dpt laa 68.5% n adelaah C+(bengang!!)td beliau bg semule esaimen t'sebot..Aku mngucap pjg jap tgk...
Apehal laaaak appreciation aku dpt 0 ni??waaaaah!!ni sudah lebeyh..die nk penghargaan mcm mane dr aku??timekaseyh sbb xtnda pon appreciation aku yg pjg b'jela kt m/s sblah...Topic discussion aku dpt 18/25 (kot..tp belas2 laa) ..ni laa punca bnyk marks ilang..Pleaz imagine u guyz at my place...bc arahan "not more than 500 words"..korunk akn wat esaimen setebal lapisan kerak bumi ke??aku nye esaimen mule2 nye adelah sgt bnyk n t'lebeyh2..pas2 baru aku t'perasan arahan tu..aku pon cut2..make it to point form ape2 jelaaa asalkn m'capai 500words...ms nk wat tu aku skt2 pale pk cmne laaaa aku nk kurangkn words aku..background information jek dh dkt 500...skali markah aku yg kene cut!!!Cialis btol laaaa...klu aku tau aku biarkn jek yg asal2 aku wat tu....ikot arahn salah xikot pon salah...xpaham laaa aku ngn dirounk ni..bile ktorunk persoalkn sal bnde tu..die ckp bile ms laaak die ckp 500 words je??(ok timekaseyh sbb xckp tp t'tulis arahan)..lagi xpuas at..aku xdpt full marks (2 jek pon) for creativity..clarity..neatness n attitude..Nk nanges aku tau...die nk creative mcm mane??tiap2 helai tu b'kaler2??ade gmba??ade page border??Pas2 xcukop jelas lg ke ape yg aku nk smpaikn??aku rs aku yg seizure jap ag...Waaaaaahhhh!!!aku xley trime jugak neatness aku dpt 1 jek...ape aku nye esaimen tu ade koyak2 ke??xpon ade tumpah2 air ke kari??ke tulisan cakar ayam??(computerised ok??)..sumpah aku xley trime!!!Yg t'akhir kalinye attitude..aku xtau laa celah mn attitude tu d kire..tp aku ni xde attitude ke??aku hnya xde attitude bile org t'sebot xde attitude..to b fair!!!
Even korunk rs 2 markah tu adela sket..tp bile aku kire2 blk layak laaa jugak nk dpt B+..better laa dr C+ tu...td aku nk g jumpe beliau xde pulak dlm blk..melampau tol kuar lunch xblk2 ag..dh 2.30pm kot...xpe yg tu sok aku g d tuntut...

Huwaaaaaaaa!!!aku dh letih menaip..sbb nye bnyk lg yg aku nk cite...
aku nk rest kejap laaaa..nnT kite continue dgn part 2 yeah??

~** GUD NEWS ::. I receives a phone call from KPJ Klang personel jez now...Yeay!! I've pass the interbiu..so,they offer me to work with them after I grad...Alhamdulillah..masih ade pelangi d ari yg mendung...




p/s :-

1) Doa org2 yg t'aniaya adelah sgt makbul....dont play2 haaa!!

2) Tak t'agak2 nk bawak bnde ni ke pihak kementerian klu markah aku xb'ubah..kesah hape dh aku..I'm not study for free!!my father is paying n I want the best!!