.:: Maafkan ku ::.

Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya

Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu,Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu

Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….

Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya…

(terhanyut jiwa ini, terjatuh dihatinya)

p/s :-

~** Maafkan ku.......

.:: TeNtaNg MeReka ::.

Adanya kehadiran awok bkn nk TENTANG sape2....
cume skadar nk b'cite TENTANG mereka...

sape mereka???
alaaaaaa....mereka laaaa....
mereka yg mane???
mereka tu laaaa....
yg mane????
haiiiip!!!boley diam x??sile bace....hehe
(apo mukadimah teman ni??)

A million thanx kpd....
Mereka yg selalu sabar melayan kerenah diri....
Mereka yg selalu mnyeka(nah kau) air mate di kala sendu...
Mereka yg m'hulurkn bantuan d kala susah...
Mereka yg ketawa b'same ketika suka...
Mereka yg sentiasa m'ingatkn ketika alpa...
Mereka yg menjaga ketika sakit...
Mereka yg setia mendengar....
Mereka yg menemani d kala tido...
Mereka jugak yg m'bangunkn dr tido...


Specially dedicated to MEREKA!!!




FAR FROM EYES BUT CLOSE TO HEART !!!! (yaaaaiiikkks!!hahahaha)^_^


p/s :-

1) All d besh to u guyz!!n hope our frenship will last 4eva...may success b with all...insyaallah!!

2) Duit gaji tu hulor2 laaa sket untok awok yg xkije ag ni...hehe

~** LaaMAlipZaLYaa..........

~** I'm very **** to run the fingers on the keyboard.....no update till my recovery....hehe

.:: SaTusaTusaTusaTU (1111) ::.

2010 meninggalkan kita dgn 1001 macam kisah suka dan duka...

walau apa pon yg berlaku..
yg telah berlalu biarkan berlalu..
kini kita semua telah menapak dan melangkah ke tahun yg baru..
azam yg baru??Oooh azam yg lalu amat sdeket yg t'laksana (very pathetic)
So,azam thn ni adelaah melaksanakn ape yg blom t'laksana..^_^

~**1111..
cantek kn??satu..satu..satu lg..dan satu lagi...
I shall say today is a very special day to all..
ramai yg mngambil kesempatan di hari yg istimewa ini untok mndiri kn umah tgga...
jenoh laaa perot msg2 nk m'hadam nc mnyak ntah bape bnyk umah arini???
aku??mgkin perot b'rehat arini krn hnye mnjadikn choc daim sbagai santapan(again!!u'r very pathetic)
Ape pon yg mnjadi sntapan arini pleaz take a gud care of urself (nasehat kpd diri..hoho)

Pd hari ini juga negara kita d gemparkn dengan berita kehilangan slh seorunk ank seni iaitu Faizal Yusop pd jam 1345 waktu tempatan (gaya mcm dok OberC)..Faizal yg juga merupakan bekas suami kpd pnyanyi Siti Nordiana atau lebeyh d kenali sbg Nana disahkn meniggal dunia di Pusrawi tgh ari td lepas collapse di blk air umah beliau di Sentul pg td..kematian beliau d sbbkn oleyh slh satu saluran d jantong yg t'sumbat...Arwah akn d kebumikn d perkuburan Islam Tmn Muda, Batu Cave awal pg esok...
Allahyarham telah bnyk mnyumbang dlm mewarnai dunia seni tanah air kita...


Al-Fatihah~**

Ok wipe ur tears away...
Yg patah tumbuh hilang berganti..itu kate org...hari ini d serata dunia turot mnyambot dan meraikan kehadiran "org" baru di dunia yg penoh sengketa (WOW)..welcome to the world my dear!!mcm very eery scary jek...HAHAHA
Harapnye dgn kelahiran ini dpt melahirkn dan memberi sinar baru kpd dunia...

Waaarrrgghh!!ape aku meraban kt ats tu??
korunk lyn jelaa yeah??
Yg pastinya thn ni akn merubah segala2 nya...Insyaallah..
Umor pon bakal meningkat setahun lg..hoohhmaiigod!!maks mcm xcaye je noks...
naseb baek laaa maks masih mude belia..kih3 (sila mahapkn beliau)
Thn ni jugak aku bakal menukarkan status diri...
Yeayh..spt yg sume sedia maklum..
mmg ramai d kalangan sahabat2 handai sepupu sepapat yg mmg dh conpem2 akn b'tukar status..ni bkn status main2 mcm kt fb tu "Si Fulan change from single to married"..
korunk xperlu laa nk p attack wall fb or sms npon aku b'tanye kn bile dan bile tarikh nye status diri ini akn b'tukar...sbb nye aku nk bgtau laaa ni..hehe
Insyaallah by the Month of May or June...(xsure lg)
Waaargh..seriously xsabar2 to wait for that day..
Dup dap dup dap..b'debar jantungku~**ewwaahhh!!ihik ihik
I'm going to say bye2 to my student life and hai2 to working life...
ade yg rs kecewa ke dgn kenyataan aku tu??
sudah2 laaa tu b'angan2 nk mkn nc mnyak den..
klu nk sgt mkn nnT aku soh tok aku masak kn..(aku xreT) kih3

Bt siyesly I've to arrange my schedule btol2..
cuz I've to mark each of my frenz wedding day in d calendar..
kenyang laa aku thn ni mkn free aje..hehe
Jimat duit..boley laa saving nk tour around the world..Fuuhh!!mntak2 laaa b'jaye..klu x kene soh Tn JD sponsor sket (sket je ok??)ihik (mmg pon)abaahhh.........~~**hehe..^_^

Ok laaaah..nk p lyn cite hisdustan kt tv laaaks...hehe
Pape Pon HePi New YeaR!!!!!

p/s :-


~** That's rite!!rabbit year..It's my year (ikot kalendar cina)

.:: ReDHa daN SyuKur itU PeRlu Kah ?? #1

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrgghhhhhh!!!!!

(izinkan mute shout t'sebot)
Hari ini kebengangan (bahse apekah??)
Sbenanye bengang dr smalam lg...
Hmm..mggu lepas pon bengang gak..
Konklusi nye ari2 bengang...
Xboley ke klu dok kt kolej ni tnpa bengang???
maTi neuron2 aku klu b'terosan cmni...

nk cite yg mn dulu ni?? (ade beza ke??aku ttp cite gak..hoho)
Result exm sem lepas dh kuar...cuaks gile ok??khabarnye ramai yg jatuh...(me included)
sgt mngecewakan sbb aku xsgka cenggitu ropenye...
aku rs aku dh struggle gile2 dh...
dh tu bkn nye sume subjek ade writing exm...
Timekaseyh kpd kehadiran C+ yg menceriakn result lalu mmbawa ku ke jurang yg plg dlm...
yeaayy!!! 2 C+ mmg t'bayek!!(uwaaaaaaa!!!!)
I deserve to get A...korunk msT kate aku overconfident kn??
masalah nye skang ni mmg pon aku confident..aku tau laaa aku yg b'sengkang mate siapkn esaimen n stadi...




So, wut we do is confront with our beloved Prog Coordinator,Mdm PushPop (bkn nm sbenar)..ms bg result die ckp ktorunk nye esaimen terok sgt..smpaikn xreT nk bg marks cmne...haaaik??die ke yg bg marks??mmg mintak pelempang laa tu..xajar sebok2 laak...grrrr~**
Kesian aku..ari2 xdpt tido nyenyak sbb memikirkn btol ke sgt terok aku wat??
ms present case study ari2 bnyk sgt ke "aaaaaa" b'bnding point???
sume org aku g tanye..agaknye diorunk pon meluat nk jwb..ahaaks2
Tahukah anda btape sy nek turon ward nk dptkn case yg luar biasa tu??pas2 nk melayan sister yg asek ilang sbb asek2 pg mkn (bkn waktu rehat)..siap interbiu2 patient (even sister pulak t'lebey excited interbiu pt)..pas2 bwang ms kt medical record seharian(tipu sgt..hehe)bc case note dgn tulisan doctor yg cakar aym (kene anta tadika blk g blaja menulis)..abehkn duit dgn gmba2 anatomy spine yg boleyh thn bnyk nye...naseb bek laaa aku xt'lebey rajin observe Spinal surgery tu..klu x mmg xb'balaoi laaa p lepak dlm OT lyn operation 3jm...grrrrr!!!
Org len yg copy sebijik bolat2 case bdk nursing boley pulak dpt A kn??aku xkate diorunk xlayak dpt A..tp persoalan nye skang knape AKU xlayak dpt A??
Skang ni jawapan yg sgt "bernas" dr diorunk nape aku xdpt A adelah d sbbkn Clinical Appraisal(marks untok competency level..contoh nye personality n skills ranging from 1-->5) aku n yg len2 HILANG..Boley bg jawapan mcm2??aku rs nk LEMPANG org!!
Salah ktorunk ke klu lecturer yg ilang kn??korunk spatut nye be responsible..jg elok2 marks student tu..Arrrrrggghhh!!akal aku mmg xley trime laa alasan mcm2...patut laaa almost 1/2 of d class dpt C...pastu sng2 jek ckp "REDHA" jelaaaa...ade tu siap ckp.."U all ni xreT b'syukur yeah??"..MEMAMG!!!aku xtau ape ertinye REDHA or SYUKUR dlm hal ni...nk soh aku REDHA laaa klu aku xdpt keje or further stadi pas grad ni??!!ke korunk nk bg duit tiap2 bln even aku dok goyang kaki tnm kurma(erk??hehe) kt umah???mmg alhamdulillah..aku b'syukur..
Aku xnmpak keperluan 2 bnde tu dlm konteks skarang..
Solusi nye skarang..ktorunk kene pg carik clinical appraisal yg ilang tu smpai jumpa..klu x jumpa??aku xkire aku nk A jugak..sape soh ilangkn!!!dh elok2 bnde tu bind dlm book presentation gatai tgn p koyak cabot bagai..bile dh ilang slh student laaa???
Lantak laaa korunk nk benci or nk blacklist Cohort 2...yg penting keadilan perlu d tegak kn n p'aniayaan korunk nni perlu d banteras...




Houh..tarik napas jap..bkn korunk jek yg semput bc..aku yg menaip ni lg laaa...
Tu bru cite case study...Meh aku cite sal First Aid laaaak...
90% marks come from the esaimen..n aku ade laa dpt 60%..yeaah!!sgt xpuas at..lg 10% came from the praktikal(first aid for emergency situation) ..itu aku dpt 8.5% (lulus laaa klu sape2 nk aku wat CPR..muahaha)..+ 2 2 tu dpt laa 68.5% n adelaah C+(bengang!!)td beliau bg semule esaimen t'sebot..Aku mngucap pjg jap tgk...
Apehal laaaak appreciation aku dpt 0 ni??waaaaah!!ni sudah lebeyh..die nk penghargaan mcm mane dr aku??timekaseyh sbb xtnda pon appreciation aku yg pjg b'jela kt m/s sblah...Topic discussion aku dpt 18/25 (kot..tp belas2 laa) ..ni laa punca bnyk marks ilang..Pleaz imagine u guyz at my place...bc arahan "not more than 500 words"..korunk akn wat esaimen setebal lapisan kerak bumi ke??aku nye esaimen mule2 nye adelah sgt bnyk n t'lebeyh2..pas2 baru aku t'perasan arahan tu..aku pon cut2..make it to point form ape2 jelaaa asalkn m'capai 500words...ms nk wat tu aku skt2 pale pk cmne laaaa aku nk kurangkn words aku..background information jek dh dkt 500...skali markah aku yg kene cut!!!Cialis btol laaaa...klu aku tau aku biarkn jek yg asal2 aku wat tu....ikot arahn salah xikot pon salah...xpaham laaa aku ngn dirounk ni..bile ktorunk persoalkn sal bnde tu..die ckp bile ms laaak die ckp 500 words je??(ok timekaseyh sbb xckp tp t'tulis arahan)..lagi xpuas at..aku xdpt full marks (2 jek pon) for creativity..clarity..neatness n attitude..Nk nanges aku tau...die nk creative mcm mane??tiap2 helai tu b'kaler2??ade gmba??ade page border??Pas2 xcukop jelas lg ke ape yg aku nk smpaikn??aku rs aku yg seizure jap ag...Waaaaaahhhh!!!aku xley trime jugak neatness aku dpt 1 jek...ape aku nye esaimen tu ade koyak2 ke??xpon ade tumpah2 air ke kari??ke tulisan cakar ayam??(computerised ok??)..sumpah aku xley trime!!!Yg t'akhir kalinye attitude..aku xtau laa celah mn attitude tu d kire..tp aku ni xde attitude ke??aku hnya xde attitude bile org t'sebot xde attitude..to b fair!!!
Even korunk rs 2 markah tu adela sket..tp bile aku kire2 blk layak laaa jugak nk dpt B+..better laa dr C+ tu...td aku nk g jumpe beliau xde pulak dlm blk..melampau tol kuar lunch xblk2 ag..dh 2.30pm kot...xpe yg tu sok aku g d tuntut...

Huwaaaaaaaa!!!aku dh letih menaip..sbb nye bnyk lg yg aku nk cite...
aku nk rest kejap laaaa..nnT kite continue dgn part 2 yeah??

~** GUD NEWS ::. I receives a phone call from KPJ Klang personel jez now...Yeay!! I've pass the interbiu..so,they offer me to work with them after I grad...Alhamdulillah..masih ade pelangi d ari yg mendung...




p/s :-

1) Doa org2 yg t'aniaya adelah sgt makbul....dont play2 haaa!!

2) Tak t'agak2 nk bawak bnde ni ke pihak kementerian klu markah aku xb'ubah..kesah hape dh aku..I'm not study for free!!my father is paying n I want the best!!

.:: Andai Itu Takdir-Nya ::.

Lame gile aku tenung skrin ni...
xtau ape yg d pk kn...
saye adela d landa kemurungan yg amat...
dgn kepala yg sakit + gastrik...terimakaseyh kpd bdn yg me-react dgn kestressan...



Astaghfirullahala'zim...
Ya Allah...Ampunkan hmba-Mu yg t'emosi ni~**
Andai itu laaah takdir-Mu aku terima Ya Rabb...

p/s :-

1) Rs mcm sgala yg di cita2kn hancur musnah..Ya Allah berikan petunjuk..bantuan..agar dapat ku tabah kn hati ini...

2) Boley x klu xnk g skola sok??rs cm xcukop kuat nk hadapi kenyataan t'sebot..huuuuu!!

~** I missssssss him......(_ _")

That's true....I MISS HIM!!!
urggghhh!!!probably cuz I've a problem n need sumbody to hear me babbling n crying rite now....
I wonder where he is???
wut is he doing rite now??
Is he ok??
does he eats well???
why he is avoiding us(that's wut i thought) if yes..4 wut reason???
Did I do sumting wrong??or hurt his feelings??
Yes!!!all the quetions keep wandering in my mind....
I've been texting him evryday n tried to call him either...
yet, there's no replies n answers at all....
Wut if he???(astaghfirullahal'azim)

I'm worried that he might have some problems or falls sick...
he never stay in silent for a long time...
It almost one month I didnt hear anything from him...
At least he should has texted telling that he's doing gud..there's nothing to be worried of...
Excuse me for I cant help myself from thinking sumting bad...
If he really have a problem..why cant he lean on us???
I do admit everything happens 4 a reason....eventhough he's not there 4 me bt I have U...
Yes!!!(again)only u left 4 me...

Thank u ALLAH cuz u'll alwiz b there wheneva in need...I neva be alone..neva..myb diz is the end of our story....I'll neva regret it..U'll alwiz know wut's d best 4 me...
Thanx for letting us to know each other...n he should know that he's the best BRO I eva had...TQ..Myb he needs to be alone rite now...understandable..n it's surely very fine with me...(not so)huuuuuu


Yours CheeseLy,
Adik Yunk....


p/s :-

1) Myb I get carried away by my emotion.....huuuuuu

2) Still cn b consider lucky to have other friends by my side....

3) N u tooooo....yunk!!

.:: CouNt On Me 1 2 3 ::.

If u ever find urself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find u
If u ever find urself lost in the dark and u can't see
I'll be the light to guide u

Find out wut we'r made of
Wut we'r called to help our friends in need

U can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll b there
And I know when I need it I can count on u like 4 3 2
and U'll be there
Coz that's wut frenz r supposed to do oooh yeah

Woooh,wooooh..
That's wut frenz r supposed to do, oh yeah
U can count on me coz I can count on u

Wooh wooooh
Yeah yeah

If u toss and turn an u just cant fall asleep
I'll sing a song
Beside U
and If u ever forget how much u really mean to me
Everyday I will remind U

Oooh find out we'r made of
Wut we'r called to help our frenz in need

U can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on U like 4 3 2
And u'll be there
Coz that's wut frenz are supposed to do oh yeah

Woooh wooooh
yeaaah yeaaah

U'll always hav my shoulder when u cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You know U can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on U like 4 3 2
And u'll be there
Coz that's wut frenz are supposed to do oh yeah

wooooh wooooooh
U can count on me coz I can count on you

~** by Bruno Mars -_- Count On me **






p/s :-

1) To whom that r called FRIEND....^_^

.:: GiVinG UP ?? ::.

~** Mlm ni aku ilang fokus nk siapkn case stadi...






oooh!!!kusutnye...
bkn sbb case stadi xsiap lg...
tp memirkirkn ms depan yg kabor...

wut i'm gonna do Dear Lord??
plzz help diz uncappable human...
show me the way out Ooh Dear Almighty..
GranT me with Ur "nur"...
Let it lite d way...

I'm alone in a dark wif no way out cave....
lost on the way for a mission to accomplish...
Once I've falled in the middle of my journey...
But i manage to stand by myself with Ur help...

Now...I stuck in the dark cave...
Had try...try n try to get out from here...
and yet I still couldn't find it...
myB not enough effort have been put...
I'm almost give up...
I'm almost give up...


p/s:-

1) I need U badly.....T_T

2) rest from Case stadi 2nite cuz my mind is BLANK!!!

.:: PasRah SeGalaNya ::.

Ku tabah kn hati ku harungi hidup

Namun ku tahu ada hikmahnya

Setiap segala yg mnimpa diri

Ku serah kn segala padamu tuhan

Yg b'kuasa jua mncipta

Kerana engkau Maha mngetahui

Segala apa yg tebuku d hati

Ya allah tidak ku terdaya lagi

Menahan dugaan yg mencabar ini

Terasa bagai noktah telah ku temui

Mengakhiri segala yg telah ku mulai

Ya allah engkau lindungi lah aku

Bekalkanlah daku dgn limpahan iman

Agar tabahku menghadapi dugaan

Agar tidakku berhenti di pertengahan

Kini di sini aku berdiri

Bersama harapan yg tulus suci

Agar terbitlah kembali mentari pagi

Setelah malamku b'kalut benci

p/s :-

1) ku masih mnanT bile mentari itu akn muncol??

~** SpeCiaL TriVia FrOm a Sis....^_^

~**Jez arrive from srmban diz morning n stil awake...
since,noting mac i can do at Pcik's house...(everybody goes to skul)

going on the line is not bad at all (sarcastisme heh??)

Doing the very usual thing...
Stumble on the FB..

stalking(sounds very stalker) on others profile...

aDore at each of their photos..(weddings,uni-life,vacation n all) But 1 photo albom really attracted me...my 2nd bro's photos on his AGM LUMSOC album...

well,before that...

CONGATREZ BRO!!!u r doing great (of cos..after ol u've been 1step higher than me)
I bet,becoming a President of Leeds Uni M'sian Organisation Club is not a vey easy one...

I'm very proud of u...(indeed each of the family members especially mak n abh too)..plz b as urself..dont eva become insolent n alwiz rememba wut u hav now are given by the Almighty...(I'm sure u wont..insyaallah)

But, I really like that u stingy become bonteous (still waiting 4 my iphone from u..cant wait!!ahaaks)

Be gud to others n also dont 4get to eat(seems that u've becoming very thin)..hihi (so out of topic..hihi)

~** Mr.President....


~** U got the talent...

Flashing back our memorable childhood life...

we alwiz be together..the 3 of us...we play..we learn..we eat..we fight..we sleep..an even bath together...^_^

very funny when mak told that once,we are separated the three of us will get sick...(klh kmbar..ehe)..tok(mak abh) wanted one of us to be with her bcoz both our parents is still studying..strugling for a scroll of dgree...yet,we were taking care by tok n tokwan (sblah mak)...rememba ur shirt alwiz wet with ur saliva(hahahaha) n u love to eat soft rocks too(i'm sure u hav hard teeth)...adik will alwiz follow wut we did...

u r d rebelious one, adik will alwiz b the manja one, n me the garang one...(i cud feel my tears drop thrugh my cheek)

Every weekend,after noon we will sure give mak headache bcoz we play an extraordinary things..like msk2 (habeh brg dapor mak kite kejekn..hihi)..spa n facial (kali ni abehkn bedak sejuk..hehe)..soldier n army game (we change our clothes to army uniform..mak bsg bnyk baju kene bsh..ahaaks2)..lots n lots more...


~** 3 of us.....little kiddo..

~** kkak n abg...

Still clear in my mind the day that i land my hand on ur cheek...

we were at tok's house playing than suddenly u dare me to slap u...(cmne ntah boley gado)

and i do witout any guilt(that time only)..u neva cry...instead u start throwing things near u (amokan scene)..but after i saw my 5 fingers print on ur cheek i do feel very guilty...(hehe)

Then we enter the tadika (taski abim) together though u were 5yr n adik was 3yrs that time...

(since we cant be separated)...bt then u guyz cant follow me to enter standard 1 together(ofcos cannot)..adik went to skola agama islam n ended crying in his standard 3 and insist that he want to go to the ordinary skul like us...(klaka laaa adik)

I wont forget when we've to stop the taekwondo class n went to the tuition class..ol bcoz u got 14% for ur english exm(yet u r in an english country rite now..n sure dat urs is better than mine now) n abh forbid us from taekwondo class..that time i'm very mad of u bcoz its u who doesnt perform bt then,I'm receiving the punishment too...n after all the feeling gone by time...

We alwiz defeat each other in exm...

n I will alwiz b the winner (should be..lol)

But now,look!!who has beaten me up..ITS U!!

u rise after ur fall n manage to do well..

and adik plz dont hav d feeling that ur not good compare with both of us...

we r all gud enuf..n plz neva mention that "aku xsehebat korunk" again...

~**miss ya buddy....

~** n u too dude...

Now evry body is growing up....

and we are far apart from each other (another tears running down..huuhu)

we are separated bcoz we hav our own mission to accomplish...

Sometimes,i wish that we neva grown up n we can alwiz be together...(impossible huh?)

we spent less time together now n hardly met each other...

only the technologies keep us together...

still sharing the sad n happiness of life...

I'm glad of wut we are rite now...

n glad that I hav u guyz in my life...(no offence for other 3 heh??..hihi)

Hope we will b part of the proudness of the family!!!aamiin..

Though we'r married later..

make sure we keep in touch wif each other...

Luv Mac,

Ur sis....kakak::.

.:: MisSinG You ::.

The Only Thing Coming Between Us Is The Distance...
We Met Long Ago,We've Always Had A Connection....

The Night We Shared Together Only Made Us Closer....

We're Miles Apart....But Desire Conquers All...

I want to be with you...
But you’re millions of miles away...
I wish you would call just to ask about my day...
It would make things so much better if I could hear your voice...
I guess I can’t complain too much, it just wasn’t your choice...
You were always there for me through both the good times and the bad...
You were always there to laugh with me, or to help me when I’m sad...
It’s not that I pity you...
But I’ll admit your life’s been tough...
I just wish that physically...
I could be there when things get rough...
Down at the mall even though we had no money...
Laughing at anything and everything, yet none of it was funny...

We never really ran out things to say...

What Should I Do.....
Where Should I Go...

My Life Is So Empty Without U...
I Feel Alone....

.:: Ro-ZhA-QhI ::.

"Sesungguhnya Allah memberi rezeki kepada siapa yang dikehendakiNya tanpa hisab"Surah Ali Imran ayat 37...

Benar skali spt ape yg tlah Allah firmankn dlm surah d atas...bukTnya spt ape yg telah b'laku pada arini...whre the Prince Court Medical Centre (PCMC) had given us a visit wif a"big suprise"..Sbnanye dh ade kaba angin yg b'tiup mngatekn PCMC would come n interview us for the 3rd TIME!!! T'nyata perkara yg ditakuti itu mnjadi 1 knyataan yg amat menyakitkan....huuu

1st thing in the morning they (Pn Sharmeen n Mss Munirah) met with our lecturer..I think,they jez wanted to know regarding our syllabus..Then later we've been given a briefing....my heart had been broken into pieces...not only me but another 9 hearts...they told us that we've to go through "ANOTHER" interview coz they would only like to select 3 or 4 out of 10 of us....they said..due to the country economic crisis their (PETRONAS) business are starting to shrink...sadly to say that they "HAVE"!!to reduce our no....

Jez imagine how frustrated we are....after they promised us that the last interview was the finale and 10 of us hav been the luckiest from the 12th to get sponsored by them...and it is stated in their emel send to en.mai...according to their emel they will come back for briefing and the agreement...Yet!!!other thing was happen...Sincerely to say...i'm not ready for any interview!!!

While waiting for them in the waiting room...we called cik poji to ask wut had they discussed wif the lecturers???poji said that they only wanted to know briefly abou our syllabus...thats all..myB he realized that ol of us were a lil bit down n frustrated by looking at our pathetic face....huuuuu
Poji said..."Relax..n jez go for d interview...cube kamu tgk...bile2 mase saje kn Allah nk amek blk rezeki die..die amek...kn??so,dont b so frustrated..insyaallah rezeki ade kt mane2...yg penting..go inside there answer their questions n dont 4get to SMILE!!!they r not looking at how itelligent r u..or how gud r u in pharmacology..bt ur ATTITUDE!!!so...plz dont 4get to SMILE...dont worry ok??u have done ur best until u reach diz level n evrybody is very proud of u...."

Suddenly Pn Sharmeen interrupted and called for lisa...THANX SIR...rase sket relief bcoz we were tensed up by the suprising news...next calling was for me and I dont want to discuss about wut i've gone through in d conference room wif them...bt we'r jez having a chitchating session...huhu

We also express our dissappointment to them for not keeping their promise...we've been forbiden by the management form attending the KPJ hospital interview bcoz konon2 we already have PCMC...bt now!!!look wut've happen.....that's why we r very frustrated...they keep telling us that we still can apply for a job wif PCMC...bt again!!that's not wut we'r looking 4ward to...coz last time they have confirmed us as their sponsorship receiver...

I would like to acknowledge my
1)MOM & DAD coz they alwiz give their full support...mak said.."bnyk2 laaa doa"..nnT mak doakn jugak...aamiien..LUV u guyz so MAC!!
2)Cik poji for being our pnyelamat mood..huhu (I owe u a lot sir..ehe)
3) Nippo ji..thanx 4 always being there 4 me when i'm in need...Miss Yaaaa mac!!
4) Big Bro,Bedi...thank u 4 d kata2 nasehat...u almost make me cry...huhu

Without u guyz..my life would b miserable...furthermore,i'd gone through a very stressful day in pass few days..n now another problem is added...THANX a BUNCH!!!


"Kita selalu lupa atau jarang ingat apa yang kita miliki, tetapi kita sering kali ingat apa yang orang lain ada."

~** Yakinlah REZEKI itu dr ALLAH **

.:: KeHiLangaN mu saYang....

After a long silent..i came back wif a very sad story of mine..huuuuuu
on thE 20/12/09 i've lost my beloved one..isk3
so daMn precioUs thinG in My Life..
I stiLl in a shoCk staTe n canT believe daT i've neva eVa been given a chance 2 say at leasT a warm gudBye..(poyo jek)..myB it is All my False 4 being careless...
b4 i'm goIng to "blibeR" xtnTu pasAl..
let us tuRn to The deC 20th......

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I've planned to watch movies wiF lisa n gave an accompany to shop 4 her xmas@bdaY party dress on 19th @midvaley..bt it doesn't appear to be..dat day i woke up at 12.30pm n she went out wif amir 4 a midnite movie n overnite at wanie's house...instead of going wif her,i've persuaded syima to "teman" me..we've decided to lepak in sremban only n watched movies at Terminal 1..


afteR movies we gobbled(lapa sgt..hihi) our prosperity 4 lunch n then did a window shopping(aku je kot yg window shopping sbb syima beli baju)..tawaf stiap floor kt c2..lalu kt cimb ttbe rs cm nk ceq duit..bcoz it's very mysterious dat there's no money inside where as abah had bank in last thursday..i'm jez checking again..n btol xde jugak duit...i jez took my acc no in case klu silap bank in msk acc org len..bt my abah keep telling me dat he banked in in my acc coz my name appeared...(xpelaaa)

Then we went to diz kedai buku n i've bought NUR..(ttbe jek..xpnah2 beli pon..hehe)...we went to accessories shop 4 a sec n then stopped by "kedai2 tudung"..n then syima ajak blk bcoz we've nothing to do...dat time was at 4.30pm when i realized my "syg" is gone..coz I asked syima "nk beli pape x b4 blk??"(smbil tgn raba2 beg carik my "syg")n........

OMG!!!!!
me::. syima..purse aku kt ko ke??
syima::. mn de aku pegang..
me::. alaamk..mn pg ni??xde pon dlm beg..(carik sume celah..sisi n sudut beg)
syima::. jom laa kite carik...

We went back to d kedai buku carik n ask d personel..tp stil cant find..(dat bookshop personel mcm xpaham melayu sbb bile tnye "ade nmpak purse x??"die blur2..syima siap tnye.."hav u seen a wallet??u know wallet??dompet??purse??..(HAHAHA)org tu hnya geleng2 jek...
pas2 i suggested dat we do a lakonan smule on wut we've done starting from d bank till to d kedai tdg...we did dat for almost 10x...syima ckp last die nmpak purse tu after i paid the mag..mmg pon..initially i thought of putting it inside d plastic bag contain d mag bt d purse was 2 heavy n i THINK i put it into d bag...waallhua'lam klu jatoh n we didnt realize...
Tp xmgkin xperasan bcoz my tote bag was on the left side which syima was there beside me n we were walking as slow as snail..huhu

It is vry impossible 2 anyone nk amek purse dlm bag bcoz i can feel it even a very graceful movement...n we've done a few demonstrations..(org lalu lalang tgk jek)..we walk out from d building sbb nk carik balai polis nk wat report..malang nye xde...i've been sitting on dat tembok for almost 1hr doing nothing bt t'menong only...otak dh blank sgt2 n xtau nk ckp kt sape..
i've texted nippo ji of wut had hapen coz dats d only person suddenly came accross to my mind..then suddenly aku t'ingat cik poji (my microb lecturer in sem 2@my fello@my geng)..i told him n he asked me to be back in mantin n he'll bring me to lodge d police report...(TQ sir)..i've told bedi n i dunno y i shed a tears when i told him??mgkin bebel bnyk sgt kot bedi..although he's not intended to scold me bt i felt like i've been scolded..hehe
Pas mgrib pg wat report then inform my mom..sorry mom!!kkak xnk mak risau..kang asek tepon tanye n i would b very miserable..sorry n thanx to abah coz u hav to bank in d money again..huhu

ahaaah!!the purse contain........

1) small sum of money RM + Rupiah (nk 10 000 rupiah lak pasni tau nippo..hehe)
2) mykad n driving licence
3) 4 bankcards ( CIMB,Mybank,BSN n Muamalat)
4) Insurans card (Takaful..worth 4 RM50000)
5) Touch n Go (worth 4 RM30..huhu)
6) Membership card (J-card,GreenBox,Hinode)
7) studenT id (KMK n KUTPM..my memory isk3)
8) Bus Ticket to Prt.Buntar (an open ticket worth 4 RM45 coz it's a super VIP seat..huuu)
9) SeTeM Hasil (worth 4 RM20)
10) Pics ( Nik saRa n izwaa + my Mucuuuk,Qurot)

I dont really care about the money coz i still can hav it(mntak abah jek..hehe)bt ol d memories r gone 2gether...bak kate anip..ade hikmahnye......huhu
i get motivated after reading a very interesting article in NUR..perhaps i could share wif u guyz later in the next post...
LBNL..Thanx to ol 4 d support n i'm very lucky to hav u guyz..especially mak n abah..LUV YAA..

Figure 1. My Syg in memory....

.:: SesUnggUHnya kaMi miLik aLLaH daN akN kmBaLi kPd-Nya..Ya aLLAh!!KPd mu aKu mmBeriTahukn muSibAh yg Aku deriTai inI. MaKa berILah aku GanJaraN kRn nYa daN tuKar Lah muSibaH itU dgN keBajiKan ::. amiiN ya RaabBaL a'Lamin ~**

p/s :-

1) going through a very hectic life..cramp timetable!!!

2)masih xde mykad..sok baru nk g JPN..huhu

3)i've become an alert person now..huhu