.:: TaWaKaL jeLaa ::.

.:: skrehhhhhh!!!!skreehhhhhhh ::. (bunyi idong) hehe

waaaaaaaa!!!nape d serang flu ni?? 2 3 ari lepas sakit tekak + batuk2...ni dh kene idong b'lari pulaaaks....wuuuuuuuuu
padahal aku pakai mask kot...waargh!!!benci.....


Seems rite now i hav a plenty of time (stadi blom ag + esaimen xsentoh)
I'm very free to write..
I love whre I am rite now...
nmpak klcc + istana budaya....
the traffic...jap jam jap ok....
2day is my 5th day working at Tawakal Specialist Hospital....
Hmmm...evryting is ok...mcm bese laaaaa....

receive Rx---->screening--->prepare medication--->labelling--->>dispensing...

itu jelaaa pkerjaaan ari2 mmndangkn aku kene b'tafakur kt Outpatient slame 2mggu ni...
nex 2 week then baru lepak kt Inpatient....
so far the staff r ok except 4 certain2 ppl....
got 4 staffs from india yg sgt rajin smpai kn xbg peluang kt ktorunk nk wat kije...
siap b'laku adegan rampas-merampas Rx lg tu....(hiiiii!!!geram!!)
so,pkerjaan aku adelaa nek turon nek turon g tgkat 1 amek ubat xcukop kt store...
no wonder laaa ms 1st day start kije aku pelik tgk shelf die ubat sgt sket...upenye bnyk smpan kt store...apedaaaaaa!!!service jd lmbt sbb bilee ubat xde kene g amek....
bile nk pndah spital baru ni????huuuuuu....smpit kot...
bnci aku staff2 dr india tu suke lggar....eeeee sexual harrassment tol..hehe
nnT saye msokkn gmba untok tatapan sume...

so far ok jek...
lg besh sbb dok kt cntre kl ni...
mmg pjg laaa lgkah kot...hohoi
siap duit je laaaaa....
nk mkn pon cm ok laaaa sbb...
let me list wut i can get from here....

1) restoran haslam (yusop haslam punye) - lunch time
2) secret recipe..(yeay!!)
3) restoran rafiya (mamak)-tosai+teh tarik
4) restoran znn -boley thn sedap
5) restoran bwh pokok -pns sial + lg mahal dr haslam
6) mcD-lepak2 +o9 (i'm luving it) hihi..hostel den kt blakang mcD jek kot!!

mungkin akn gain weight ngn hebatnye selama 3bulan kt cni...hoho
seb bek dekat ngn tasek ttwgsa...
boleyh gak ler b'exrcise d ptg ari or ujong mggu...(get rid of those flabbies at my tummy!!)
tp aku rase dh cukop exrcise kot nek turon nek turon pg store amek ubat..
last saturday mmg pkerjaan aku g store jelaaa...
ade jek urgent service nk kene amek...

later i'll update more (entry ni pon brape ari t'bgkalai)
i'll tell all a few experience during this posting...
yg mgkin jugek b'gune untok sume....
till then...chiow!!!

.:: PorNamA meRindU ::.

.:: Pornama mnGam'baNg cuma b'temAn.......

Bintang b'kelipan daN juga awaN...

Siapa tahu rindu yg mncengkam..d haTiiiii....

ooo..cukop2!!!-->>nape pn juri??nafaS awk b'bau!!(ahaaaks2)

ntah pape daaa aku nye mukadimah...

MmnDangkan aku akn pg mninggalkn kolej ini slame 3bln...(mcm jauh sgt pg)

ade baek nye aku coretkn ssuatu...

kblakangan ini saye sgt sebok dgn lab yg xbesh lgsong...(1st time xske)

last lab for my whole life in college was a disaster...

bt alhamdulillah OSPE b'jln lancar...(siap 5 prep dgn jayanya dan cepatnya..hehe)

Hmm....

after diz i'm going to face a very monotonous day in Pharmacy Dept @ TawakaL speciaList....

ari2 ngadap ubat n perlu setlekn esaimen yg merepek itu...

perlukah 10 pt??waarrrgh!!!diz time we were assigned to do prac on dispensing...stakat dispense je xpe..ni nk evidence skali..adoooiiiyaaaaiii....Layaaaaaan jelaaa..

hope d staff @ tawakal are welcoming...

msT saye akn rindu koLej dgn hebatnyee...(tipuu!!tipuu!!)

rindu pd "geng bas skolah" & "geng bdk setan" smesT nye....

kami tlah mggunakn ksempatan smpena bday atok sdare den (sultan n9..hehe) dgn b'karok spueh2nye krn xdpt nk sumbangkn lagu b'same2 lg slame 3bln (mmg poyo)..den,mneruskan akTVT ke aLAmanda sBb nk tgK muVi (hamPeh xtgK pon!!adeke lepak kt tasik alamnda tgk flamingo??)..mneroskn lg harI kami dgn diner d saTay KajanG Hj Samuri melantak sataY sepueh2nye kmudian pulang ke ManTin.......mLm sbloMnye kaMi dh pg mlantak b'Ramai2 kt tomYam poktek,bRananG...agak cm puas Laa koT melePak b'same....hohoi

Tp...dLm gmbira ttp ade duKa.........

tindaKan kami b'cuTi2 mesia ke PD pd 09/01 yg lalu tlaH meluKakn aT seseOrang....

aku dh soh korunk ajak..korunk yg xnk ajak bapak setan...(dituju kpd bdk2 setan)

krn plan kami xbape nk proper + ade yg bawak pasangan msg2 + mereka adela perokok ketegaq!!(beliau xske smokers-->>den pon..tp asalkn diorunk smoke jauh2)..kirenye takot xbebas g2...konon2 plan ktorunk adela secret mission..

sulit tahap dewa!!last2 "beliau" dpt tau dr org len...mmg mkn dlm laaa...

cmne laaa nk pujuk org tua majok???haaiisssy....ssh2!!

burok laaak tu majok nye.....nk kate xpujok...

dh letih dh pujok...ajak g dinner pon dh xnk...

ape tah lg nk ajak g karoke mcm bese.....

Tlinge ktorunk dh pedih dgar ayt2 sarcastic beliau....

e.g-->>

situasi 1

(pg2 mowneng)

.::cik poji::. thanx 4 evryting jijah..(smbil b'lalu dgn b'gayanye..bak kate ada..hihi)

.::kkak::. ...... (t'diam tnpa kate2)

situasi 2

.::kkak::. sir..jom kuar diner mlm sok..

.::cik poji::. xpelaaa..org tua xley join org muda..xopen minded....

.::kkak::.lorgh..btol xnk??

.::cik poji::.xnk..

.::kkak::.nk ikot xnk??

.::cik poji::.xpelaaa..

.::kkak::.btol ni??

.::cik poji::.xnk laaa..

.::kkak::.fine!!dh 3kali ajak..so xpayah!!!

(eerrk!!kkak mmg xbape boleyh nk pujok..sengal tol jijah!!)

situasi 3

.::lisa::. mn sir tau yg ktorunk pon pg???

.::cik poji::.hmm..do i know wut r u talking about???

.::lisa::. oooo..xpe2..pas ni ktorunk xde 3bln sir jugak yg rindu..demam laa..nk ubat laaa...

.::cik poji::. lega saye korunk xde...

.::lisa::. tgk laaa..sape yg msj sape dlu???

(pergh!!boleyh pulaaak cm2)

situasi 4

.::aku::. sir..xbek tau majok cmni..burok bbnor org tua majok...bkn xnk ajak..tp xproper laa...

.::cik poji::. kate..ssh b'same..sng b'same...

.::aku::. sir..xpaham...

.::cik poji::. xpe..mkn dlm tu..ingt smpai bile2...

(erk!!t'cekik air liur)

situasi 5

::cohort 5::. ktorunk nk g picnic kamis ni.....

.::cik poji::. pg xajak pon yeak??

.::cohort 5::. hehe....jom laaa(ajak2 aym..kueng3)

.::cik poji::. xde sape nk ajak org tua...

::cohort 5::. poyo je sir....

.::cik poji::. saye dh ade experience....

(lg xbley blah..ckp ngn bdk2 jr. tp smpat ag tuju kt ktorunk yg dok b'dekatan...)

~~**Klu nk cite sume ayt2 sarcastic die mau kene wat entry len ni....huhu

Dear cik Poji.....

we r very sorry for hurting u...

bkn xnk ajak....tp mmg btol2 xproper...

sir xbg peluang kt ktorunk nk explain pon...

tok saah laa majok lame2...

nnT awk jugak yg merana...(cetts)

rindu ngn kitorunk xde geng nk lunch..diner..poya2.

kite sume smemangnye kwn....

tp title "lecturer" @ cekgu yg ade pd sir scara tidak lgsong m'bataskn kite sume...

mcm ade 1 tembok antara kite...(xbley blah ayt)

walaupon xtggi xtebal..tp ianya ttp ade..

sbb hormatkn sir..ktorunk xajak sir...

ktorunk jnji pasni bwat plan baek punya...

b'cuT2 kt pantai smbil BbQ ok???

tlg jgn majok lg.....(konon2 mcm cik poji bc blog aku ni...muaahaha)

~**anTara gmba yg smpat d snaP ms kt PD..nnT saye masok kn Lg...

.:: 3daRa piggIran..hihi::.

p/s ::-

1) Bye2 sume..gonna missh u guyz......

2) masIh tggU reSuLt exm..BOngoR punye acc!!

.:: T.E.F.D. ::.

HepI neW yeAR!!!again!!huuuuuu....

Actually,i really dont want to post an en3 of sad story sbgai mukadimah thn 2010 bt........
ok xpe jez read them in a hepi mood..n me too will bring u guyz through a hepi stori (although it was a saddest)

Nothing much happen lately..except 4 d really SUXX n WORST lab practical i've ever have...trust me,if u guyz c how i made those medicine u'll definitely NOT going to eat medicine 4 ur whole life..HAHAHAHA
i neva weight d ingredients (instead of 0.06g of codeine phosphate i weighed 0.6g..HAHAHA.."high" sape yg mkn ubat aku..lupe cmpor ngn lactose lak tu..lantak!!) + neva triturate + NO aseptic technique = NON-safe medication...bape bnyk punye contamination pon xtau laaa...enough about d lab i'll tell d whole story later....

wut i'm going to share is about d last few days drama of life...

TIRED!!EXHAUSTED!!FATIGUE!!DISSAPPOINTED!!
yes..that's wut is all about...

Seems i lost my purse n i had to redo evryting especially myKad...

the story begin..last weekend,i "teman" zana blk phg wif mak de n abg shu(cm2 ke eja??hehe)..jln2 to her present house at kg bengek...then came back to kl on Sunday morning for a bekfes meeting with her ofismate at their boss's house..the menu r NASI KERABU + NASI B'LAUK + NASI DGG + ROTI JALA wif KUZI AYM n KARI AYAM + MARBLE CEEZ CHOC CAKE (4 dessert..n its drooling)..later on we went back to her home in flora damansara n unload our luggage there b4 going to mak de's house at bdr tun rzk to return abg sham's sorento n take back her baby...after that we went to equine park to her kazen's house to pick some few things for her home...Last destination was IKEA..whr we only had our dinner wif d splendid spoon licking good SWEEDISH MEATBALL + DAIM cake (mine) n (her's) SWEEDISH MEATBALL + 2 CHICKEN WINGS!!burp.....then straightly headed back to her home..she finish her report n me,with my homework...(rajin kn ktorunk??hehe)..i fall asleep while waiting for my darling sweetheart,Nik Sara yg konon2 nye want to fetch me to hang out....(tggu punye tunggu rope2 nye xdtg..instead she went bowling wif her bro,irfan n others at Cineleisure till 2am n left me..mmg nk kene!!)

Haaaa..now come to myKad thing..Lucky me dont hav any class on that monday n decided to settle evryting...I went to JPN at Kota Damansara (thanx to zana's ofismate who had guide me to) driving zana's baby..reach there at 9.30am n feeewwh,there's only a few ppl..got my no bt...suddenly diz 1 fella announced.."Perhatian sume, sistem kite m'alami sket gangguan n we have to stop our operation..xsure bile ok tp u guyz can hav ur bekfes 1st"..my heart is broken!!OK!!FINE!!I went to one of d shop n bought milo skotak n brite harian...waiting in the car...yet,i've an uneasy feeling n decided to go inside and ask them how long i've to wait??jawab beliau.."ntah laaa dik..mgkin ptg"..GILE!!mcm aku xde keje len...the ppl inside started to reduce n i've decided to go to other JPN...

jez simply drive d car nowhere n saw a signboard to s.alam.."alaaaa,g s.alam jelaaa..sng sket"
Reach at s.alam and ask nik whrs d JPN's located n she would like to meet me for awhile..after a few texted..she's willingly to send me back to Mantin...yeaah!!settle 1 thing(sian zana krn pnat kije,jd xsmpai at nk soh anta blk..thanx to nik,bro n irfan 4 sending me back)
So...dh smpai JPN..got my waiting no n being called up after a few minutes waiting..."ok,ltk ibu jari knn kt c2" said ther person showing at d scanner..."eyh,nape cap jari rosak ni dik??(smbil tlg sapukn lotion kt my thumb)ok ltk blk..eyh lap sket..ok...laaaa nape rosak jugak ni???tgk jari..(showing my both thumbs)hmmm..patut laaaa...."

WAAAaaaaaaaa... i cried loudly in my heart n said..."mmg ms dlu pon cmni kak..saye nye jari ni rosak"wuuuuwuuuu T_T...dh agak dh diz thing would happen...xkn nk rs nyesal kot..Allah ciptakn die cm2...(ayt sedapkn at..uhuuk) then she said i've to go to putrajaya to get d approval sbb finger print x sepadan...lame gile laaa dok kt kaunter tu...thus, cannot do my bankcard!!!mmg siout gle coz i thought i could settle them...call abh n mak to mntak smpati bt both laugh at me..abh said "nape xsoh die amek cop ibu jari kaki??" waaaaaaaaaa T_T..rase nk nanges jek...klu laaa boleyh gune ibu jari kaki...i would!!sedey kn???FYI, i neva ask to b like diz....I will upload the pic later....

Pas2 smentara nk tggu nik abeh klas kol 6 i went to bedi's cc in klang lepak2...seb bek beliau ade..klu x..xtau nk merayau mane...he ask for pizza hut (sori zana krn t'tggal kamu) n went i reach there he's eating nc aym @ kedai depan masjid...cetttss!!!xkire he has to finish ol of them...mcik dont cook that day when i arrived ekyn n mcik tgh siap2 nk pg mkn kt kedai depan masjid jugak...mcik ajak tp t'paksa tolak n ckp dh mkn b4 dtg..(sori tipu mcik..sbb dh t'beli pizza..hehe..len kali jek dtg mkn kt umah)..ms lepak2 ngn bedi..khairul,kwn bedi ask my idea regarding his probs n I think I learned a lot of things from his story..(later also I will tell..hehe)
Mcik n ekyn came back from kedai nmpak pizza's box ats meja.."eyh,mn dtg ni??"..sengeh jelaa yg t'mmpu..bedi ckp "adik bawak..mkn laa ktorunk dh mkn.."(siout bedi..seb bek xkene mrh)..almost 6pm mntak diri nk blk sbb nk jmpe nik..kang mcik klu dh b'cite xley brenT..ade yg kene tido kt c2 kang..huhu...smpat die pesan "Dtg lg..tido n mkn kt cni..dh lame dh xdtg tido cni..nk dtg gtau..boley acik msk.."insyaallah.....

Then,meet up wif nik at MSU b4 gerak g damansara to send zana's baby back...mmg klaka bile we'r separated after damansara tol n sesat dlm jam...seb bek nik tau nk pg IKEA...Thanx darling for sending me back!!misss u banget!!!i'll make sure that we'r going to have a true hang out day n I really mean it...Thanx zana bg pnjam baby n for evryting....


p/s : 1) Congratez lisa,diki n ella for getting the PCMC sponsorship...we (7 of us) r hepi wif u guyz n rezeki is masing2 rite???xde rs skt at pon....so,don worry!!(me,have plan sumting for my future..yeah!!myb itu laaa hikmah nye xdpt)

2) my exm result is pending due to acc prob...(KOLEJ materealistik!!!)

.:: Bonne Annee!!! ::.

May the pain & suffering in 2009 begone like dust being swept by wind. Let the glorious & happiness of 2010 enter my heart. Lead my life with full of joy & happiness. Thanks to the God for giving me a chance to live to enter new era of year.

Ooooh its a new year now!!
I'm in 2010 in jez a blink...walllaa!!
evRybody is talking here n there about d new year...
is it compulsory to have a new resolutions then??(taon lepas nye azam pon xt'capai ag dh smpai 2010)..me stuck here in my comfi room..doing nothing except surfing the net..wut a waste!!!huh...my houzmates must b enjoying their new year eve with their beloved family..jelous2!!

Hmm..myb we could go straight to my resolutions though instead of mumbling jingling...hohoi
Ironically, it has been observed that many people fail to keep up their promise and take up the same resolution every year (me too)..Nevertheless it should not deter one to take up a resolution, as we never know that this might be our luck year!!

Here is mine ::- *~~*~~*~**~~*~~**

1) I will try to increase my "ibadah" level (insyaallah)

2) I will no longer waste my time relieving the past, instead I will spend it worrying about the future. (to the future....wooop..woopp!!)

3) I will go 4 exercises...eat proper balanced diet..stay happier..slimming down..toning up my body (trying to get into shape,thus looking better n feeling better!!hihi..strictly no junk foods!!)


3) I will grow my hair (my hair ok!!not d other parts of..we'll c how long can I stand 4..weee)

4) I will wipe negative "self talk" (i.e. "I can't do it" or "I'm so dumb") out of my vocabulary (+ve thinker ativated mode)

5) I will spend less than one hour a day on the Internet..(Diz,cof course, will be hard to estimate since I'm not a clock watcher..ahaaks2)

6) I will keeping a check on expenses & pay down debt (feeling guilty of overspending n overindulging myself due to materialistic lifestyle..hehe..wish i could save more!!)

7) I will try to sleep n wake up early (.::sigh::. i'm still awake...lalalala)

8) I will njoy more n stadi more (should balanced both..njoying is a must bcoz of d humdrum n hectic student's life..hohoi)

9) I will or should I find a mate ?? (love my single life vry much..had made a promise wif nik to hav a bf at age of 21st..hihi..masih xb'jaya n i'm going to turn 23rd diz yer!!OMG!!muaahaha)

10) I will stop considering other people's feelings when they so obviously don't consider mine - if that unwashed fellow sits next to me again, I'll tell him he stinks (biarlaa kejam pon..at least i'm trying to tell the truth!!yeay)

Should be enough than...hope i can keep ol my promise to myself...(chaiyok2!!!)

~~**Wish you a Jolly & Bright 2010. Have a blast on the New Year and have a very happy year ahead!!!

May your hair, your teeth, your face-lift, your abs and your stocks not fall; and may your blood pressure, your triglycerides, your cholesterol, your white blood count and your mortgage interest not rise.

May you get a clean bill of health from your dentist, your cardiologist, your gastro-enterologist, your urologist, your proctologist, your podiatrist, your psychiatrist and your plumber.

May what you see in the mirror delight you, and what others see in you delight them.
May someone love you enough to forgive your faults, be blind to your blemishes, and tell the world about your virtues.

May New Year's Eve find you seated around the table, together with your beloved family and cherished friends. May you find the food better, the environment quieter, the cost much cheaper, and the pleasure much more fulfilling than anything else you might ordinarily do that night.

May the telemarketers wait to make their sales calls until you finish dinner, may the commercials on TV not be louder than the program you have been watching, and may your check book and your budget balance - and include generous amounts for charity.

May you remember to say "I love you" at least once a day to your spouse, your child, your parent, your siblings; but not to your secretary, your nurse, your masseuse, your hairdresser or your tennis instructor.

.:: a ToKeN of LoVe ::.

WELL DONE!!!

my dear beloved sista...

MASHITAH BT MOHAMED DESA...

for her successful in PMR!!! 8A's 1B

I'm very proud of u dear....mmg xsia2 laaa blk je skolah tros ngadap buku smpai mlm...kkak pon xcm2..huhu
btw,ignore the B for arabic coz me too got B...hahahahahaha
pas ni struggle for ya SPM 2011...
Congratez jugak to others...akak cm xingt laak sape yg skali ngn shitah..pape pon GREAT JOB!!


p/s: 1) masih blom t'lmbat nk wish...

.:: LuvLy DeDicaTioN ::.

Salam,

Kepada students yang gagal mendapat tajaan dari PCMC, saya harap awak jangan berputus asa. Teruskanlah perjuangan awak. Usia awak masih muda. Perjalanan awak masih jauh. Banyak lagi perkara yang awak akan dan perlu tempohi. Satu kegagalan tidak menjadikan awak seorang yang akan gagal selamanya. Sebaliknya pelajarilah dari kegagalan. Ianya akan mematang dan mendewasakan awak, agar awak berfikir dan muhasabah diri ke arah kebaikan. Agar hidup awak lebih baik dan lebih sempurna. Agar matlamat awak lebih fokus.

Jadikanlah hari esok, hari yang lebih baik dari hari yang sudah berlalu.

Ingat pesanan saya : Saya ingin awak menjadi seorang pejuang. Bukannya pemberontak. Seorang pemberontak dia berjuang kerana kerjanya membangkang tanpa matlamat yang jelas. Seorang pejuang dia berjuang kerana ingin menegakkan kebenaran. Seorang pejuang, bila jatuh, dia akan bangun kembali dan terus berjuang sehingga cita-citanya tercapai.

Berjuanglah. Punyailah cita-cita besar yang akan menenggelamkan segala halangan dan kekecewaan di hati. Sahutlah cabaran saya agar awak menjadi 10 kali lebih baik dari saya.

Walau saya sudah tak mengajar awak, saya tidak pernah putus mendoakan kejayaan awak di dunia dan akhirat. Semoga cita-cita saya terkabul untuk melihat awak semua berjaya.

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Yang Maha Penyayang

llahi
Apakah orang yang telah merasai manisnya cinta-Mu akan menginginkan pengganti selain-Mu Apakah orang yang telah bersanding di samping-Mu akan mencari penukar selain Mu

illahi
Jadikan kami di antara orang yang Kaupilih untuk pendamping dan kekasih-Mu
yang Kau ikhlaskan untuk memperoleh cinta dan kasih-Mu
yang Kau rindukan untuk datang menemui-Mu
yang Kau redhakan (hatinya) untuk menerima qadha-Mu
yang Kau anugerahkan (kebahagiaan) melihat wajah-Mu
yang Kau limpahkan kerredhaan-Mu
yang Kau lindungi dari pengusiran dan kebencian-Mu
yang Kau persiapkan baginya kedudukan siddiq di samping-Mu
yang Kau istimewakan dengan makrifat-Mu
yang Kau arahkan untuk mengabdi-Mu
yang Kau tenggelamkan hatinya dalam iradah-Mu
yang Kau pilih untuk menyaksikan-Mu
yang Kau kosongkan dirinya untuk-Mu
yang Kau bersihkan hatinya untuk diisi cinta-Mu
yang Kau bangkitkan hasratnya akan karunia-Mu
yang Kau ilhamkan padanya mengingat-Mu
yang Kau dorong padanya mensyukuri-Mu
yang Kau sibukkan dengan ketaatan-Mu
yang Kau jadikan dari makhluk-Mu yang saleh
yang Kau pilih untuk bermunajat pada-Mu
yang Kau putuskan daripadanya segala sesuatu yang memutuskan hubungan dengan-Mu

Ya Allah
Jadikan kami di antara orang-orang yang kedambaannya adalah mencintai dan merindukan-Mu nasibnya hanya merintih dan menangis dahi-dahi mereka sujud karena kebesaran-Mu
mata-mata mereka terjaga dalam mengabdi-Mu
air mata mereka mengalir karena takut pada-Mu
hati-hati mereka terikat pada cinta-Mu
Kalbu-kalbu mereka terpesona dengan kehebatan-Mu

Wahai Yang cahaya kesucian-Nya bersinar dalam pandangan para pencinta-Nya
Wahai Yang kesucian wajah-Nya membahagiakan hati pada pengenal-Nya
Wahai Kejaran Kalbu para perindu
Wahai Tujuan Cita para pecinta

Aku memohonkan cinta-Mu
dan cinta orang yang mencintai-Mu
dan cinta amal yang membawaku ke samping-Mu
Jadikan Engkau lebih aku cintai daripada selain-Mu
Jadikan cintaku pada-Mu membimbingku pada redha-Mu
kerinduanku pada-Mu mencegahku dari maksiat atas-Mu

Anugerahkan padaku memandang-Mu
Tataplah diriku dengan tatapan kasih dan sayang
Jangan palingkan wajah-Mu dariku
Jadikan aku dari penerima anugerah dan karunia-Mu
Wahai Pemberi Ijabah

Ya Arhamar-Rahimin
Amieen

Regulatory Affairs Office
Damansara Perdana
24 December 2009
4.32am

.:: Ro-ZhA-QhI ::.

"Sesungguhnya Allah memberi rezeki kepada siapa yang dikehendakiNya tanpa hisab"Surah Ali Imran ayat 37...

Benar skali spt ape yg tlah Allah firmankn dlm surah d atas...bukTnya spt ape yg telah b'laku pada arini...whre the Prince Court Medical Centre (PCMC) had given us a visit wif a"big suprise"..Sbnanye dh ade kaba angin yg b'tiup mngatekn PCMC would come n interview us for the 3rd TIME!!! T'nyata perkara yg ditakuti itu mnjadi 1 knyataan yg amat menyakitkan....huuu

1st thing in the morning they (Pn Sharmeen n Mss Munirah) met with our lecturer..I think,they jez wanted to know regarding our syllabus..Then later we've been given a briefing....my heart had been broken into pieces...not only me but another 9 hearts...they told us that we've to go through "ANOTHER" interview coz they would only like to select 3 or 4 out of 10 of us....they said..due to the country economic crisis their (PETRONAS) business are starting to shrink...sadly to say that they "HAVE"!!to reduce our no....

Jez imagine how frustrated we are....after they promised us that the last interview was the finale and 10 of us hav been the luckiest from the 12th to get sponsored by them...and it is stated in their emel send to en.mai...according to their emel they will come back for briefing and the agreement...Yet!!!other thing was happen...Sincerely to say...i'm not ready for any interview!!!

While waiting for them in the waiting room...we called cik poji to ask wut had they discussed wif the lecturers???poji said that they only wanted to know briefly abou our syllabus...thats all..myB he realized that ol of us were a lil bit down n frustrated by looking at our pathetic face....huuuuu
Poji said..."Relax..n jez go for d interview...cube kamu tgk...bile2 mase saje kn Allah nk amek blk rezeki die..die amek...kn??so,dont b so frustrated..insyaallah rezeki ade kt mane2...yg penting..go inside there answer their questions n dont 4get to SMILE!!!they r not looking at how itelligent r u..or how gud r u in pharmacology..bt ur ATTITUDE!!!so...plz dont 4get to SMILE...dont worry ok??u have done ur best until u reach diz level n evrybody is very proud of u...."

Suddenly Pn Sharmeen interrupted and called for lisa...THANX SIR...rase sket relief bcoz we were tensed up by the suprising news...next calling was for me and I dont want to discuss about wut i've gone through in d conference room wif them...bt we'r jez having a chitchating session...huhu

We also express our dissappointment to them for not keeping their promise...we've been forbiden by the management form attending the KPJ hospital interview bcoz konon2 we already have PCMC...bt now!!!look wut've happen.....that's why we r very frustrated...they keep telling us that we still can apply for a job wif PCMC...bt again!!that's not wut we'r looking 4ward to...coz last time they have confirmed us as their sponsorship receiver...

I would like to acknowledge my
1)MOM & DAD coz they alwiz give their full support...mak said.."bnyk2 laaa doa"..nnT mak doakn jugak...aamiien..LUV u guyz so MAC!!
2)Cik poji for being our pnyelamat mood..huhu (I owe u a lot sir..ehe)
3) Nippo ji..thanx 4 always being there 4 me when i'm in need...Miss Yaaaa mac!!
4) Big Bro,Bedi...thank u 4 d kata2 nasehat...u almost make me cry...huhu

Without u guyz..my life would b miserable...furthermore,i'd gone through a very stressful day in pass few days..n now another problem is added...THANX a BUNCH!!!


"Kita selalu lupa atau jarang ingat apa yang kita miliki, tetapi kita sering kali ingat apa yang orang lain ada."

~** Yakinlah REZEKI itu dr ALLAH **

.:: KeHiLangaN mu saYang....

After a long silent..i came back wif a very sad story of mine..huuuuuu
on thE 20/12/09 i've lost my beloved one..isk3
so daMn precioUs thinG in My Life..
I stiLl in a shoCk staTe n canT believe daT i've neva eVa been given a chance 2 say at leasT a warm gudBye..(poyo jek)..myB it is All my False 4 being careless...
b4 i'm goIng to "blibeR" xtnTu pasAl..
let us tuRn to The deC 20th......

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I've planned to watch movies wiF lisa n gave an accompany to shop 4 her xmas@bdaY party dress on 19th @midvaley..bt it doesn't appear to be..dat day i woke up at 12.30pm n she went out wif amir 4 a midnite movie n overnite at wanie's house...instead of going wif her,i've persuaded syima to "teman" me..we've decided to lepak in sremban only n watched movies at Terminal 1..


afteR movies we gobbled(lapa sgt..hihi) our prosperity 4 lunch n then did a window shopping(aku je kot yg window shopping sbb syima beli baju)..tawaf stiap floor kt c2..lalu kt cimb ttbe rs cm nk ceq duit..bcoz it's very mysterious dat there's no money inside where as abah had bank in last thursday..i'm jez checking again..n btol xde jugak duit...i jez took my acc no in case klu silap bank in msk acc org len..bt my abah keep telling me dat he banked in in my acc coz my name appeared...(xpelaaa)

Then we went to diz kedai buku n i've bought NUR..(ttbe jek..xpnah2 beli pon..hehe)...we went to accessories shop 4 a sec n then stopped by "kedai2 tudung"..n then syima ajak blk bcoz we've nothing to do...dat time was at 4.30pm when i realized my "syg" is gone..coz I asked syima "nk beli pape x b4 blk??"(smbil tgn raba2 beg carik my "syg")n........

OMG!!!!!
me::. syima..purse aku kt ko ke??
syima::. mn de aku pegang..
me::. alaamk..mn pg ni??xde pon dlm beg..(carik sume celah..sisi n sudut beg)
syima::. jom laa kite carik...

We went back to d kedai buku carik n ask d personel..tp stil cant find..(dat bookshop personel mcm xpaham melayu sbb bile tnye "ade nmpak purse x??"die blur2..syima siap tnye.."hav u seen a wallet??u know wallet??dompet??purse??..(HAHAHA)org tu hnya geleng2 jek...
pas2 i suggested dat we do a lakonan smule on wut we've done starting from d bank till to d kedai tdg...we did dat for almost 10x...syima ckp last die nmpak purse tu after i paid the mag..mmg pon..initially i thought of putting it inside d plastic bag contain d mag bt d purse was 2 heavy n i THINK i put it into d bag...waallhua'lam klu jatoh n we didnt realize...
Tp xmgkin xperasan bcoz my tote bag was on the left side which syima was there beside me n we were walking as slow as snail..huhu

It is vry impossible 2 anyone nk amek purse dlm bag bcoz i can feel it even a very graceful movement...n we've done a few demonstrations..(org lalu lalang tgk jek)..we walk out from d building sbb nk carik balai polis nk wat report..malang nye xde...i've been sitting on dat tembok for almost 1hr doing nothing bt t'menong only...otak dh blank sgt2 n xtau nk ckp kt sape..
i've texted nippo ji of wut had hapen coz dats d only person suddenly came accross to my mind..then suddenly aku t'ingat cik poji (my microb lecturer in sem 2@my fello@my geng)..i told him n he asked me to be back in mantin n he'll bring me to lodge d police report...(TQ sir)..i've told bedi n i dunno y i shed a tears when i told him??mgkin bebel bnyk sgt kot bedi..although he's not intended to scold me bt i felt like i've been scolded..hehe
Pas mgrib pg wat report then inform my mom..sorry mom!!kkak xnk mak risau..kang asek tepon tanye n i would b very miserable..sorry n thanx to abah coz u hav to bank in d money again..huhu

ahaaah!!the purse contain........

1) small sum of money RM + Rupiah (nk 10 000 rupiah lak pasni tau nippo..hehe)
2) mykad n driving licence
3) 4 bankcards ( CIMB,Mybank,BSN n Muamalat)
4) Insurans card (Takaful..worth 4 RM50000)
5) Touch n Go (worth 4 RM30..huhu)
6) Membership card (J-card,GreenBox,Hinode)
7) studenT id (KMK n KUTPM..my memory isk3)
8) Bus Ticket to Prt.Buntar (an open ticket worth 4 RM45 coz it's a super VIP seat..huuu)
9) SeTeM Hasil (worth 4 RM20)
10) Pics ( Nik saRa n izwaa + my Mucuuuk,Qurot)

I dont really care about the money coz i still can hav it(mntak abah jek..hehe)bt ol d memories r gone 2gether...bak kate anip..ade hikmahnye......huhu
i get motivated after reading a very interesting article in NUR..perhaps i could share wif u guyz later in the next post...
LBNL..Thanx to ol 4 d support n i'm very lucky to hav u guyz..especially mak n abah..LUV YAA..

Figure 1. My Syg in memory....

.:: SesUnggUHnya kaMi miLik aLLaH daN akN kmBaLi kPd-Nya..Ya aLLAh!!KPd mu aKu mmBeriTahukn muSibAh yg Aku deriTai inI. MaKa berILah aku GanJaraN kRn nYa daN tuKar Lah muSibaH itU dgN keBajiKan ::. amiiN ya RaabBaL a'Lamin ~**

p/s :-

1) going through a very hectic life..cramp timetable!!!

2)masih xde mykad..sok baru nk g JPN..huhu

3)i've become an alert person now..huhu

.:: HHhhhaaaaaacccuuuuuuMmmm!!! ::.

Haaaacccchuuuum....(alhamdulillah)

mak aih..gile b'sawang b'abok...

hampir 2 bln jugak ler t'biar...

d sbb kn xley tido arini..

suddenly i felt like wanna do a visit here...

sory guyz..i'm too lazy n too bz too write...(yeke??)hehe..

there's so many things actually that i wanted to share wif u guyz...

perhaps,i can update myself during raya oliday??

will i??well..pleeaz wish me luck...

for my exm n also 4 my interview...

the results will b out soon..

by rite in nexweek....

hmmm...i think dats ol 4 now coz i need to go to bed now..

it's 8am in d morning n i'm still awake...

stadi laaa kunon nye...hihi

~**chiow

p/s :-

1. final exm on 23/11-agame, 25/11-pharmaco (renal,endo n repro)

2. @ my kg in perak on 26/11 for 1 week oliday

.:: RiAng Raya 2 ::.

Hari ni sgt letih..jd entry kali ni xnk bnyk tulis..
tgk gmba je rasenye dh cukop....
dr pg wat cupcakes..kol 1pg td baru siap...
alhamdulillah!!b'jaya gak wat...
thanx to evrybody!!esp adik yg bnyk tlg dr A-Z...
t'hasil laaa 200++ cupcakes n the cute2 1...(^0^)Y

Eventhough letih..tp mmg njoy bwat...
ktorunk same2 menconteng...
tunjok kreativiti msg2...
jom kite tgk ape yg b'laku spnjg proses....


1. the igredients



2. beat evryting wif the mixer...




3. tuang 2/3 cup..




4. dh siap d bakar..cmni jd nye...




5. diz is d colourful icing that we use...




6. 1st trial deco..hehe (agak comot even mak kate canteq)...




7. decO kami b'same..dh hebat sket nie..ulan ngn pujah wat corak motif ape ntah???huhu..jnji kite njoy!!!




8. ni hasil kije den..boley laaaa..xkreatif mn pon..xde idea...




9. Luv Garden...hahahaha(blasah ler)...




Tu die...selesai laaaa sudah...myb nextime i could share the recipe wif u guyz...easy n simple...adik suke sgt bwat ni skarang...i suggest him to do a bussiness...hahaha
ok laaaa..i'm tooooo tired..need to rest now..sok nk blk kg!!!yippEEEEee...

n di kesempatan ni jugak nk mohon maaf jika ada salah n silap....
Tora nk ucap SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!
Berhati2 laaa di jln raye...Ingatlah org Yg t'syg...ahaaaks2


p/s:
1. packing brg...::dowh!!::.
2. akn pulang ke kolej 27/09 insyaallah..n there will b no entry 4 diz whole week...
3. akn d sambong bile pulang ke kolej....


Kata Al-Ghazali :
yang jauh itu WAKTU,
yang dekat itu MATI,
yang besar itu NAFSU,
yang berat itu AMANAH,
yang mudah itu BERBUAT DOSA,
yang panjang itu AMAL SOLEH,
yang indah itu SALING MEMAAFKAN”
"Salam aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin”.

.:: RiaNg Ria RaYa 1 ::.

Dam dam dum!!!bunyi mercun..
xbape nk meriah klu xde mercun..n bunga api..
ape tah lg mak2..mcik2..m.long..m.ngah sume sebok dok hias umah..
Psg Lgsir baru..tukar sofa baru..sgalae2 nye la baru...
baju raya..kuih raya..ketupat raya...

kirenye..

mkn raya..tido raya..sume raya laaa...

Yg plg penting kueh raye!!!

(mukaddimah pjg nk mmpos nk cite sal kueh raye jek)

1mggu lepas :-

~**mak tepon::.

mak :kak,depa tggu hg blk nk wat kueh raya..

aku : adeh laaa..awat laa ni xleyh wat ka??

mak : depa mana reT..

aku : yolaaaaa.....

~**adik sms::.

adik : wey,blk cpt bwat kueh raya!!

aku : mls aku..hg wat laaa..hg kn nk amek kulinari..aku blk nk rehat jaaa..

adik : tau mkn jaaaaa....GEMOK!!!!!

aku : kuang ajaq!!sapa gemok??yelaaa..blk aku wat..

adik : bagos!!

(mmg suke at die jek ngate aku..die yg gemok..)

Ari isnin aku pon mulekn pkerjaan...
pg bli bhn...then blk tros wat cornflakes b'madu...
dh jd laaa cm kt bwh ni........



n dh tggal sket skang ni....how meh??
sume kene balon ngn knk2 kt umah ni...
kasihani laa kkak mu yg b'tungkus lumus wat...
smpai burn muka smate2 nk g beli bhn wat kueh...
ms mule2 wat ringan tgn je sume mmbntu....
last2 tggal aku sorunk...tang melantak laju je sume...



2nd day i baked choc chip walnut cookies...







1st pic is bhn2 yg d gunakan...
2nd pic shows d butter was beated wif sugar...
3rd pic is the dough..
4th pic b4 d cookies r baked..
5th pic cookies in balang...
6th pic up view of d cookies...


Rs die ala2 famous amous pnye cookies...
mmg diorunk skali hadap...
abeh 1 blg..nk nanges aku tgk..
xsmpat raye...isk3..
cookies pnye pasal aku kene pnjam blender kt jiran..(thanx cik mar)
melilau aku carik..hampir 1jam..
cal mak tnye..die ckp t'bg abh bawak blk baling..
t'pakse laaa aku pnjam...adoiyaaaai!!
nk blend oat pnye pasal...
mcm2 bntuk ade..
sume pkerjaan adik..fenin pale den...
alhamdulillah siap....

2morrow i'm going to bake cupcakes...
yippeee!!!
act nk wat choc moist cake..
tp ttbe je rs nk wat cake yg comel2..
well...jez wait n c..huhu



p/s :
1. finish ur jurnal!!hahahaha(malas!)
2. hav to pamper my face b4 raye..(licin kn cepat klu xnk dnga bebelan tok)
3. nippo..cmne ko nk bawak blk 2blg choc chip walnut cookies tu??1blg pon blom tntu dpt???

.:: IngiN laNgsinG skeLip maTe ?? ::.

Gile!!mane boley lgsing skelip mate...

(hampeh tora)..usaha laa sket woi..

.::sigh::.looking at my tummy..(T_T)

Damn flabby!!pdn muke sape soh stop wat crunches??

dcrease ur salt intake!!!(avoid water retention)

dcrease junk foods!!(again..salt)

AArrGGghhh!!!!!!!

suppose to finish reading those stupid journal...

d sem is finish bt d work will neva finish..

luse'!!malas nye........

serabot jek ngn research methodology ni...

bt,luckily my group got as mac as journal..

ko nk 5 journal..aku bg 10..amek ko!!

Gare2 wat sal diet pills..suddenly bcome concern on my weight..hahahaha

p/s :

1. cepat tora bace..

2. i'll finish them sok..jnji!!oolaalaaa

3.make a diet plan..lol

~** I miss U baDLy (,d_d,) ...

Ttbe je t'ingtkn arwah tok njang...xtau nape???
smalam ms b'buka ttbe je b'cite pasal tok njang..
cmne boley start??aku pon dh xingt...
Mak pon bukak cite dlu2..kenangan die ms kecik..
mak kate walaupon mulot die jahat(ckp lepas laa) tp at baik..
Haaa!!baru t'ingt(isk,kaco daa)..mule2 borak sal m.long ita..
tokcik ina..then msk cite tok njang...
Mak kate tok njang pmpuan sedey..
pas toknjang laki dh mninggal xde sape pon yg dtg umah die...
Klu dlu..asal pg KL je wajib g umah die..
sape yg xpg klu die dpt tau...mmg nk kene bambu!!
Bak kate tok man "hgPa p KL maksure report kt pghulu KL"
Aku ing ag ms kt SSP dlu..die slalu visit..
ade skali aku tgh prac band dlm blk muzik..
lgsonG xdnga announcement...
die blah je..tggal pesan kt announcer..huhu
bile aku tepon..tadah tlinge jelaaa dnga die bebel..
once die pnah amek aku overnite kt umah die..
dtg pnye awal..kbetolan senior pggil sbb dorm bnyk dimerit (miss skul pulak)
klam kabut aku..msk kete:-

toknjang: awat hg lama sgt??bkn nya pakai make up pon aku tgk!!
aku : err..senior pggil td..
toknjang : hg tunjok kt aku senior mana yg pggil 2??aku nk jmpa dia..
aku : (alamak) errr..kkak xingt pulak yg mn 1..(hahahahaha..lantak laa)

Mak ckp die mmg besh..antara adik bradik die yg plg kaya...
sbb die pegawai tggi TUDM..pas retire die keje ngn MAS pulak..
bkn calang2 pegawai..boley repair engine kpl trbang lg 2..
ms kecik2 mak pg umah die msT die bg mkn mcm2..
ms 1st time KFC d prkenalkn..mak kate klu pg msT die beli..
tok aku xmkn ayam..so,die belikn mash potato ngn coslaw..
tp tok xmo mkn gak.."die kate bnda apa pelik2 bg aku mkn ni"..(hahahahaa)

Klu pg umah die msT ade je die nk bg...
dlm adik bradik..di plg syg mak..
die ajar mak nek basikal..
almaklum laaa org kayaa..mmpu laa nk beli basikal..
ank2 die pon xkdekut..sume bek2..
mak kate klu pg umah die msT asek bukak tutup fridge..
almaklum laaa zaman dlu...mn mmpu nk beli..
tp uma die je yg ade fridge..
toknjang pompuan laaak bwat aiskrim bg mak mkn...
Mmg sgt besh kn??

Hmm..skang dh xde lg dnga rioh suara die bile ade knduri..
xde lg telor bgkus yg sedap...
xde lg pg umah die...
hampir mnitis air mate t'ingtkn die...
Smoga roh nye d tmpatkn d kalangn org2 y b'iman.....
al-fatihah~**aameeeen!!!


" Hilang Tumboh Patah B'ganT "
p/s : yg tumboh xsame dan yg patah xdpt d ganti...

.:: 130909 ::.

Alamak!!!dh 22thn aku idop kt donia ni...Ape jasa n bakT yg aku sumbaNgkn??hmm..tepok dada tnye laaa diri...hehe..Thanx 2 u GuyZ yg wish my b'day + doaKan dr ini..ramaI tol yg wish diz Year..to cik suhaimi :- sy ingt pesan sir soh slawat bnyk2..smpaikn xt'bace journal..(^0^)Y

Sgt besh Taun ni nye celeb..even xde kek cm slalu..THANX mak msk nc arab untok b'buka n THANX abah beli Radix Fried Chicken (RFC)..ulan ngn pujah sebok soh abah belikn kek..sape punye arijadi??(musykil2)..bday kkak korunk yg dpt jam tgn...ms kt kedai :-

mak : eyh bday gurl cepat mntak jam kt abah...

aku : mls laaa..pakai jam kwn je(gnT jam aku blk sHarK)hehe

mak : mntak npon baru laaaa....

aku : hmmm..nk iphone laaaaa..muaahahaha

abh : mmmmm..tlg tebok 1lubang lg (aiyak!!ckp ngn cina tu sal jam ulan)

Xpelaaaa...xpayah kasi pape..rasenye dh bnyk dh mak ngn abh bg..xt'balas pule..isk3 T_T

fig 1. RFC orgaNic chicken

fig 2. kuih cara b'lauk deN..

Walau pape pon..umor dh b'+ jiwa ttp muda..fikiran msT matang..(geli at pule)..bak kate nippo "no more cry "..mcm aku slalu nangeh je pesan cenggitu..hoho

Once again..THANK U 2 everybody!!!may god bless us n all dreams come true...aameen!!!

p/s : 1. hapy b'day to my twin (mint n miss kasturi )

2. Thanx GSC for bDay treat,,tgk movie free!!yeay!!!

"Just remember, once u r over the hill u begin to pick up speed"

~** stARts aLL oVer aGAiN...

Salam sume...
memandangkan dh lame xupdate..
jd aku delete sumenye...
bwat yg baru..kire refresh smule...
insyaallah it will be updated slalu...
remind me if i'm not...hehe
till then..thanx n njoy!!!