.:: akU rindU sYg Kamu ::.

Huaaargh!!!(mnguap dgn hebatnye)

Nice opening huh???hehe....
lately ni asek tido lmbt jek....
bile pg je mcm xnk je bgn pg keje....
TIDAK!!!!
nexweek dh kene wat keje cm biase....
nape esaimen dh siap???(ececeh!!tu motip utama..nk gtau esaimen dh siap..hihi)
rs cm nk lepak ari2 kt kaunter wad 2D(paed's ward) tu...
walaupon stress dgn knk2 yg kejap2 nanges...
stress jugak laa dnga budak nanges smbil wat esaimen yg pecah pale...
tp bahgia trase xmndenga bebelan OGY...huhu

sbenanye xtau ape motip aku tulih entry kali ni...
b4 diz cm bnyk je bnde nk d kongsi b'same...
yg penting saye nk bgtau sume yg esaimen dh siap!!!!
waah hebat!!knk2 kt hospital len baru nk kumpul material...
alhamdulillah...pasni boley start stadi untok final exm...(uwaaaaa!!xmo...)

Last friday, I went out with nik sara....
gurls day out laa kunun nye....
mule2 nk tido kt umah bliau...
tp cancel last min sbb beliau ade kije...
pg2 (pg sgt ke kol 9pg??hehe) jumaat lg she came to fetch me...
having our bekfes @ nc lemak Tang Lin...
then headed to Damansara....
Played 3 games of bowling..(timekaseyh pd wrist guard k.il) men 3game pon xskt tgn....
Then we watched "FROM PARIS WITH LOVE" cast by John Travolta...(a nice action comedy movie n shud b given 4 stars) a story also regarding terrorist...although they neva mention the religion of the terrorist..bt obviously they r muslim...put aside the terrorist part, I bet u r going to luv agent WAX(John Travolta) "Wax On Wax Off" (tagline die yg sgt cumil) with his shooting skills n all the hi-tech gadgets....
(Alaamak...dh jd movie review laaa pulak)

sambong blk cite lepak....hehe
Then we went to Ikano....IKEA n The Curve...
window shopping...hoho
Dh lapar we went to MFM ( Manhattan Fish Market)..
d sbbkn me craving for fish n chip...
t'pakse laaa nik ikot selera aku...(die dh mkn kt MFM ms dating ngn Irfan a day b4)
dh kenyang we decide to lepak at BOrders bc buku..(sounds very nerd huh??)
Finally went back to my hostel at 7pm....
Nik lepak kt umah smpai laaaa abeh die tgk cite Aliff Firdaus(I really hate the drama..very lame n ntah hape2 cite)...
Sesungguhnye ari jumaat t'sebot nk amek mykad yg dh siap...tp xt'amek sbb JPN ttp smpena maulidur rasul...so,t'pakse laaa amek nextime pula...hoho
Tp b'puas at sbb dpt lepak n update cite msg2...
I really miss our last time living together....
(enough bout that)

Today..27 Feb 2010 (dh msk 28hb aku rs..blasah jelaa!!)
my dear big bro's engagement....
sorry bro we'r not there on ur semi big day...
insyaallah klu umor pjg knduri kawen nnT pg laaa...
nway,CONGRATEZ!!!I'm hepi 4 u....
smoga evrything is gud n last 4eva....
eventhough we'r bit apart now....
thanx 4 being a very nice n caring bro...
n sorry to 4 evrything...
adik tau bedi marah adik...
bt, i neva hav d intention to do that...
i dont know ho to fix it back...
myb ade hikmah d sbalik kejadian....



~**adik t'jmpe gmba bedi caklekong..huhu**


Rs cm dh ngntok laaaa...
nk blk tido....
mgkin sbb t'lampau knyang mkn Nasi Aym Mencongkam kt jln gombak td...
smpai "mencongkam" mate den....huhu
thanx zana 4 the treats...
nk mkn roti Naan tp xde pulaak kn???hoho
nextime myb...
lyn je nc aym tiap2 mggu...(last week mkn nc aym msk sndiri...)
skang ni aku rs plg bnyk aku mkn nc sminggu skali jek...
zana kate aku maken kecik...
ntah laaa sbb x g tmbang berat pon..last ari2 ms keje kt inpatient smpat gak timbang kt ward ms bwat round..49kg..skang ni xtau laaaa...huhu
sbenanye i jez wanna flat tummy...
bkn nye skinny body...
pape jelaa labu....hoho
gudnite sume....
chiow~***



p/s:-
1) drink plenty of plain water krn cuaca sgt pns skang...it also can flatten up ur tummy...bt, b ready to visit the restroom evry 5min...hihi (xbape nk flat ag..kene troskn usaha + some crunches)

2) new diet :- yogurt...(xbley nk start ag sbb xjmpe yogurt kt kedai b'dekatan) huhu

3) today eat very expensive sayor campor @ Haslam restaurant...RM4 for mix vege mmg sgt xpatut...len laaaa klu aku mkn 1 buffet container tu....adoiyaai!!!rosak vege diet aku...

4) title xde ketan ngn entry pon..xnyambong lgsong..huhu

.:: MisSinG You ::.

The Only Thing Coming Between Us Is The Distance...
We Met Long Ago,We've Always Had A Connection....

The Night We Shared Together Only Made Us Closer....

We're Miles Apart....But Desire Conquers All...

I want to be with you...
But you’re millions of miles away...
I wish you would call just to ask about my day...
It would make things so much better if I could hear your voice...
I guess I can’t complain too much, it just wasn’t your choice...
You were always there for me through both the good times and the bad...
You were always there to laugh with me, or to help me when I’m sad...
It’s not that I pity you...
But I’ll admit your life’s been tough...
I just wish that physically...
I could be there when things get rough...
Down at the mall even though we had no money...
Laughing at anything and everything, yet none of it was funny...

We never really ran out things to say...

What Should I Do.....
Where Should I Go...

My Life Is So Empty Without U...
I Feel Alone....

.:: UnLucky by Me ::. Part 2

Dan mendapati....

Pintu blakang t'bukak seluas2nye...

mak dh mule xsedap at...

we went inside d house...

abh kt depan..aku n adik cover kt blakang pgg kayu sorunk 1...

mmg btol laaa ape yg ktorunk rs kn...

ade org pecah masok umah..

pntu blk mak n abh rosak terok...

barang b'sepah2...

die aim blk tu sbb blk tu je yg b'kunci...

sbb abh simpan laptop dlm tu n mmg slalu pon klu nk kuar mane2 blk tu d kunci...

kbtolan dat day abh xbawak laptop...(sbenanye nk bawak tp mcm xjd laak)

mmg rezeki "diorunk" laaaa...

3 laptop (mak punye 1 + 2 lg abh punye) d bedal + dg cam abh + brg kemas(cincin kawen mak+ rntai mashitah n cincin + my rantai yg d adiahkn p.lang(wuuuwuu) + cincin kawen tok (tok bg kt mak) + duit tabong mashitah rm200...naseb2...huhu

masok ni dh kali ke-3 umah kt baling ni kene pecah masok...

besar kemungkinan org yg same yg bwat...sbb 3 blk len xb'usik...

mcm dh tau2 je brg b'harga smpan kt blk tu..

then abh g wat report polis n we waited outside d house so that brg2 tu sume x d usik b4 polis smpai...ade jugak laa aku ngn adik pg wat investigation sndiri...

ala2 detektif conan...t'jmpe cop jari n foot print...

bodoh punye org...nk mncuri tp tggal kn kesan...huhu

lame jugak laaa nk tggu bapak polisi...

aku ngn adik rounding kt luar umah tgk klu2 ade kesan diorunk...

p.ndak tepon n gtau ape yg die nmpak...

org yg msk umah ktorunk tu slalu lepak kt kedai mkn depan umah ktorunk...

n p.ndak pesan gak soh tgk kt pokok ngka...

act,p.ndak ade kebolehan yg istimewa...wallahua'alam...

mmg btol ape yg die ckp..

depan umah mmg ade kedai mee udang...

n myb diorunk pjt pagar melalui pokok ngka tu...ntah laaaa...

ms tggu abh n polis dtg...

ade 3 buah motor yg sgt laaa suspicious asek ulang alek kt depan umah...

mmg pelik diorunk tu....

tp aku xsmpat nk tgk motor jenis ape n no plate lg laaa xnmpak...

i told to the policeman...die ckp mgkin jugak org yg msk umah...

tp biasenye klu org dh merompak ni die xbrani nk lalu depan umah tu dh....

wuteva pon...thanx to encik polis n pleaz siasat btol2...

tp biasenye polis ni bkn nye leyh caye pon...

lmbt jek...dtg umah konon2 amek cap jari..

aleh2 senyap jek...

bkn aku saje ckp..tp t'bukT sbb b4 diz..

kt ats2 bukit sane lg umah2 doctor tu pon pnah kene...

tp p'jenayah xdpt d tgkap pon...

mak dh sebok ajak abh pndah kt tmpat len...

dok jela perumahan...

asalkn keliling ramai org...

xpon dok je kt kuarters JKR tu...

bkn nye kesah sgt umah bungalow ke teres....

jnji slamat sudeyh...

sbenanye abh dh lame nk psg cctv kt umah ni pas kjadian rompakan dlu...

tp asek xde mase jek....aku cdg kn abh letak je sorunk or 2 org guard...

(t'brenT jap pnulisan aku sbb ade staff abh dtg visit n baru je pulang)

thanx to abg jj n k.ila krn sudi melawat...(rs cm dpt idea nk tulih 1 entry pasal bnde yg d borak2 kn dgn k.ila..nex time laaaa)

~**pntu dapor yg rosak terok..jln masok perampok ke dlm umah (ni jek smpat amek b4 npon abeh batt..huhu**

kpd pencurik t'sebot...

walaupon ko slamat skang...

tp kt akhirat kang xde slamatnye ko...

mmg laaaa sket je brg ko amek tu...

tp klu gune untok bnde yg slh..

lagi laaa xpatut!!!smoga insap laaa...

dh2 laa tu wat kije xb'pekdah...

p/s :

1) salam takziah untok bedi n skluarga ats pemergian atok beliau yg t'syg...smoga arwah d tmpatkn d kalangan org2 yg b'iman...aamiin~**al-fatihah**(sori..adik xsmpat lg nk call bedi..huu)

2) takziah jugak untok kluarga cikgu ros (not sure who..bt ssp nye cikgu) yg kemalangan...beliau tgh koma @ hospital sremban n smoga roh anaknye yg b'umor 4thn itu damai d sana...same2 b'doa supaya cgu ros sehat sejahtera n kmbali sedar dr koma...aamiin

3) muhd anip..plz b tabah n take care of ur health..(asek soh aku je jg kesehatan)..kamu tu pon same je..ngeeee~**

4) Zana too plz take care of ur health...bnyk kn exrcise(hehe)...jgn tensi2 slalu....njoy ur work n ur life...nnT kite g b'libur ok???(nk ckp ape lg ni??hahahaha)

.:: UnLucKy by Me ::. Part 1

Dh mcm Lirik lagu dh tajok entry kali ni...huhu
diz few daYs few of Unlucky things happen...
mgkin 1 ujian dr Allah...
subhanallah..hebatnye ujian Mu ya Allah...

on the 14th feb @ 2110hr.....

blk umah tok wif ktm from KL sntral...
Tggu punya tggu jam 2130 baru nek tren...
b'gerak dlm lautan manusia yg ramai turon ke platform 2..
Unlucky bcoz d escalator was not functioning...huh!!
searching 4 R1 coach n 16D seat..
Unlucky me sat beside a very BAD SMELLY guy...
allergic btol laaa bau rokok..haiyaaaaa!!mnyak fenin..
n again!! Unlucky me d aircond was not functioning..
sweating like hell n suffering...hoho
at last,decided to lepak @ the cafe drunk "pull tea"(hahaha) which cost RM2.50(blasah jela) + mineral water that cost me RM2 (air dh abeh t'pakse beli..takot dehydated)
sambil bc BNF..(sumpah xde buku len dh nk bace melenkan kamos ubat2 tu..hihi)
after a few hours went back to 16D n t'dnga kecoh2..
ura2 ngatakn kene tukar tren@nek bas after diz..
ask the guy beside me...bt i dont understand any word that came from him (adoiiyaaai!!bahse utagha mana hg pakai smpai ceq xphm??huuuuu)
then pg tanye kt mamat KTM tu die ckp sape yg turon after ipoh b4 btrworth kene tuka tren kt ipoh...after btrworth kene nek bas kt ipoh(provided)
bcoz of trek probs kt kedah (sila rujuk brita pasal ketapi t'gelincir @ Guar Cempedak...)

d Tren arrived @ Ipoh @ 0100...sume org mcm b'taboran d merate2 xtau nk p mane (btol ke ayt aku gune 2??blasah!!)
t'masok laaaa aku yg mcm org ilang arah...
alhamdulillah syukur pd tuhan yg mngurniakn mulot untok b'kate2...
krn mulot ini i got a few new frenz yg senaseb...same laa kite..ehe
tp xsmpat nk tnye name..hahahahaha
sorunk nk pg taiping n sorunk ag nk g btrworth..
both r from d same cos=accounting..1 from Uitm n d other 1 from UPM...
sakan jek diorunk borak pasal acc..spatah haram aku xpaham...
aku ckp kt diorunk bkn aku xnk nympok tp xtau nk nympok ape..mmg diorunk gelak kn aku laa..hehe..ttbe aku cm t'ingt slh sorunk ade ckp...klu ms skolah dlu cekgu msT soh tulis karangan"PENGALAMANKU"..klu kite2 ni tulis msT chekgu xlarat nk tnda sbb bnyk sgt nk d critakan..mau 10 pg n msT dpt A+++....hahahahahahaha
diorunk mmg klakar..t'hibor gak aT d kala mnunggu...
tggu n tggu n tggu...Unlucky me jam 0300 baru laaa nmpak ketapi dtg...
b'lari2 sume org konon2 mcm nk kene tggal...
ktorunk b'lari ke coach depan..konon2 nk dok vip seat..Unlucky me skali dh penoh..
t'pakse laaa melepak d cafe....sume dh ngntok n letih lalu t'tido...(comel nyeee..hihi)
ketapi b'gerak dlm jam 0400 g2..(spatutnye time tu aku dh smpai)
ttbe dtg uncle KTM kejotkn ktorunk sbb nk bg seat...alhamdulillah...
tdo2 aym sbentar..n bdk taiping t'sebot kejotkn aku sbb die dh smpai...
ooo saba2..lg 1 stesen aku pon akn smpai...

~** keadaan d stesen KTM Ipoh jam 0230

Finally, jam 0700 smpai gak aku kt prt buntar....
tepon p.lang gtau dh smpai so that he fetch me to umah tok...
waaarrgh,jauh tol p'jalanan aku ari2..eyh slh..lama btol...huhu
smpai je kt umah tok bekfes roT+baked beans+omlet (alaaa2 western bekfes pg2)
ingtkn nk tido jap sbb pale dh tingtong xtido 1 ari n few days b4 asek tido lmbt...
skali acu ajak pg bazaar kemboja pg beli tudong..
nk beli tudong mak laaaa katenye...
aku rase lg bnyk tudong die beli untok diri sndiri dr tudong mak...
aku pon smpat gak blasah 4lai slendang....hihi
on d way back t'jmpe abg Noi(tros sggah bazar b4 g umah tok..hampeh!!) smbil mngendong bb die,Nila Kesuma Purnamasari (mcm ank org indon dh bunyi name..huhu)..smentara k.diah(wife beliau) tgh kusyuk pilih tudong xsedar pon ktorunk kt c2..abg noi offer ktorunk blk skali tp ktorunk tolak sbb tgk gaya k.diah pilih tudong mcm lmbt ag jek nk blk...hihi
Lalu b'jln pulang laaa kami b'2...tbe2..ahaaaks2
ms smpai kt smpang nk msk ke surau...
aku rs cm ringan jek tgn..td berat...
upenye...plastik yg ade tdg mak t'tggal...aduuuuuh!!!Unlucky me....huhu
patah blk n b'jln spantas kilat tggal kn acu kt blakang yg sgt lmbt b'jln...hihi
pg kt gerai last ktorunk sggah...fuuhhh!!lega bile nmpak plastik tdg d bwh timbunan tdg2..
t'serempak lg ngn abg noi...kene perli laaak "hai,pth blk nk tumpang aku ke???hahaha"..cetts sunggoh kazen aku ni...n kami tros pulang sbb jam 0930 nk bawak tok g klinik (tok demam n semput2)

Then pas zohor ktorunk(my family dtg pg tu) btolak blk ke baling...
b4 blk singgah umah tok kt penang...
konon2 nk ajak die dtg umah..
tp die xnk sbb xnk tggal kn umah t'chenta beliau.....
aku yg kepenatan tlah ttdo dgn enaknye..baek je landing ats katil tok..tido pakai tudong..sedar2 je tudong dh ilang..hahaha
pas asar btolaak plg n o d way sggah umah p.ngah @ berapit....
skali lg saye tlah ttdo dgn enaknye smentara tggu m.ngah served laksa..sunggoh xsedar dgn slamber landing kt ruang tamu p.ngah kt ats lantai laak tu...
sedar pon sbb kene kejot soh mkn laksa n nk blk dh...
pas solat mgrib ktorunk btolak ke baling....
slamat smpai @ Baling jam 2130 snggah mkn kt restoran ape ntah???
yg penting NC goreng die dlm Pggan yg Gile bapak besarnye....huhu
dh kenyang b'santap pulang ke umah yg xsmpai 5min pon dr restoran t'sebot...
Dan mndapati...........

(to be continued......)
t'lmpau pjg pule..so t'pakse separate the story...ehe

.:: SesaK ke MacCeT ::. FuuuHfuuH....

Saalaam sume....
(aceeyh xboley blah pulaaak)

napekah a few days ni...
aku nye rib bone sgt sakit...
skang pon masih trase denyut2 nye....
sgt ssh p'nafasan saye....huuuuu
n arini ttbe jek ramai laak menegor...

pg2 ari...

(msk dlm IP dr store amek ubat)

.:: k.mila ::. mas..nape??semput amek ubat kt sblah??watpe haa kt sblah???b'lari??
.:: aku ::. amek ubat laa k.mila..boley dnga ke napas saye??
.:: k.mila ::. xbek lg ke batok selsema??merah idong ko haaa...
.:: aku ::. ok dh kot batok selsema saye...idong ni mmg...terok sgt ke saye napas??
.:: k.mila ::. akak yg semput dnga ko b'napas...hehe

(smbil abg sam mnyebok)

.::abg sam::. ko pakai jela idong merah badut tu haaa....
.:: aku ::. xbek woo abg sam ckp cm2...smpai at..wuuuwuu
.:: abg sam::. cm badut sarkis dh wa tgk lu....HAHAHAHA

(cetts btol laaa)

Mmg kepelikan laaa aku...cmne diorunk ley dnga napas aku laaak ni???aku xde laaa rase semput sgt mcm mlm smalam..smpai xley tido haaa sakitnye....
mcm ade org yg pegang paru2 tu xbg gerak..sakit gile kot!!!
kire orite laaaa lagi pg td...masih t'kawal..huhu
Tp aku lg t'kejot bile abg ijal lak yg tegor aku....

(tgh sebok2 cr injection yg ntah kt mane2 d campaknye kt store tu)

.::abg ijal::.ko mmg ade semput yeah???
.::aku::. apsal laaaak??xde2...mn de semput..sehat jek kot..
.:: abg ijal ::. tipu laaa ko...ko semput kn??bek ko ckp...
.::aku::. klu ye nape???
.::abg ijal::. ko b'ckp pon aku dh tau ko sempot...
.::aku ::. woooo hebat nye ko!!!(smbil xpueh at)

(ape ke obvious sgt ke kesemputan aku ni??)

xpueh at tol aku bile ramai sgt yg mnegor...
aku rase cm bese je aku...
tp abg sam ckp mgkin aku dh t'biase mcm2 jd xsedar tgh b'napas dgn hebatnye...huhu
mgkin gak laaa...die siap ckp...org len dpt 100% O2..tp aku 50% jek..tu pon klu mmpu..hihi
paru2 xkembang laa tu..kate lg abg sam...(mmg nk kene abg sam)
siout rrr lu abg sam...
mmg pon slalu klu nek tgga tu mcm nk putus gak laaa nyawa aku...
smpai atas nk pitam kot..huhu
mgkin kene wat check up kot..hoho
takuuut laaa saye...
smoga ari mndatang saye makin sehat...uhuuks2

.:: eXpiReD = TamAt teMpoH ::.

.:: siGh ::.

GiLos!!hihi...xtau nk mukadimah ape..
hmm..dh msok 2mggu practical at tawakal...
dizweek i work @ inpatient (lebeyh kpd ward supply)
bahgia idop dok kt ats sbb xperlu lg nk kene nek turon nek turon amek ubat yg xpnah cukop kt OP(Outpatient)...
yg plg penting untok 2mggu ni tlinga aku bebas dr bebelan n leteran kak O.G.Y yg bingit gile tu...sunggoh tenang lg mndamaikn + xbnyk kije + xprlu nk b'sempit2 ngan mamat2 india 4org tu...lagian gak perlu lg b'diri 8jam...hohoi
Tp agak ngntok pule bile xde kije...
sumpah aku nk ttdo...
dok kt IP kije nganyam ketupat (untok bos ngn OGY..heeeee)
t+ ade k.JJ yg b'mulot meriah itu...
mmg meriah abeh laaaa....kecoh IP tu d bwatnye...

One thing that i love to work @ IP is i got a chance to do the ward round...
besh2!!!boleyh masok ICU sesuke at...hehe
juge kene m'hadapi bnde yg sedeyh...
arini ade CA from ICU dtg dlm kol 4 cm2 return ubat sorunk patient ni...
die kate kol 5 ni pt tu "akn" expired (in ordinary word means dead)...
diz pt delivered her bb last 3 months but had a complication...
virus fever i think...n she went into coma...
then her life only depends on a machine...
oleyh krn husband die dh xtahan tgk keadaan die...he decided to let go her wife...
pity him..had to make such decision....
FYI..when the machine is turning off her life also been turning off....
sian kn??pity her hubby n her 3months bb...
aku xsmpai at nk tulis kt medchart die d word "EXPIRED".....
mgkin ni laaa pngalaman yg xkn dpt d lupekn....

CanT wait for diz weekend to meet my dearest comrades....
rindu..rindu..aduh syg merindu....hehe
misssh evrybody gile2!!diz is gonna be d biggest gathering eva at mira's wed...
pas ni sape punye giliran laa pulak yeah???
jz wait n c...hihi

BuLan ni bnyk mkn knduri laaa aku....
baJu kurung xdek kot..ahaaaks3
mcM nk kene g beli je...

06/02/10 - mira's wed...dh de baju...lgkap kot sume even aku rs cm tudong xdek ag..huhu..sbenanye rs cm nk beli wedges xpon heels kaler putih..tp lgsong dh ade kasot aladin putih aku tu..layaaaan jelaaaa...

14/02/10 - kkak areen's wed...lgsong xdek baju dh...nk hamek kt ne ni???wuuuwuuu...mls dh nk beli...boleyh x pegi pakai jeans??hihi...td saye t'nmpak baju kurung yg canteq2..tp xt'mmpu laak nk beli mmndgkn last week t'beli beg n t'shirt baru..hik3

27/02/10- bedi's ngagement....boley kot nk amek baju kt umah...tp beliau siap wat p'mintaan soh aku pakai kebaya laaaks..gile!!!bkn aku yg nk b'tunang kot!!!boley laaak wat p'mntaan sbg2...lmbt ag kot nk tgk aku pakai kebaya...btw,CONGRATEZ!!!!dear big bro....akhirnye abg saye dh nk tamatkn zaman bujang beliau...i'm very hepi 4 him...smoga sumenye b'jln dgn lancar hendaknye....n we'll alwiz be ur dearest sis eva!!!don worry about us....we can alwiz take care of our ownself...we'll neva forget u walaupon msg2 dh b'umah tgga (lmbt ag laa adik ngn adeq nk kawen..hihi)..ktorunk sntiasa ade when eva in need....(ucapan apekah aku bwat ni??hehe)

mcm dh t'tulis pjg jek...nextime laaa pulaaak..ngntok sudeyh..chioowwws!!!

p/s : 1) bowling at wgsa walk 2day after work...even dh lame xmen tp b'jaye gak dptkn 122pt..hihi

2) mkn char kwe tiau yg sgt sedap!!!!

3) esaimen dh siap 20%..hehe